Yay back to HK!
I would have enjoyed all 7 days of my trip in HK if firstly, i had finished my freaking arthist109 assignment!! arghhh what a pain! ><
You would think deactivating my FB account would be enough... but nah uh.
If it's not FB it's ipod, if it's not ipod it's downloading music, if it's not downloading music, it's watching movies/clips from Youtube.. and if i'm done with all that, then im just lazing around..
i've got a major procrastination problem........ =.=""""""""""
ANYWAY.
A Very /Brief/ Breakdown of the trip:
Friday
- Tried to finish assignment but cbf. Slept at 3, not before going on a FB. The need to go on FB isn't as strong ( I'm "weaned" lol I.H!).
Saturday
- left auckland.
- met with Alex.
- watched Remember Me, Daybreakers, Godfather (long and boring) and bits of other movies. Played Bejewelled blitz , laggy ass. Xl
- had like 10 hours to work buttt procrastinated for... 8 hours?!! The last 2 hours were spent on reading the artbook and chatting to Alex... =.=
- hotel mm king size bed. Best slept I've had in a while ahhh
HK= hot.
My blood circulation is wayy better in HK haha. Did more exercise lol.
"Come back with a hk bf ;p" A.M
...Dont even get me started on the "bf" subect. please.
Sunday:
- people gathered in the RIP movement for the 8(9) that were killed in the tourist attack in Phillipines. If I said I felt sorry for Phillipines's tourism industry I would be joking. :p
I read the HK newspapers, and I feel for the families that had a loved one lost. The killer didn't deserve to die, but I guessed justice was served anyway. No hard feelings between Hknese and Phillipinos of course.
- Paddington bear artist collection. Cute! Got the NY one.
- lunch with celebrate aunties/uncles.
Celebrated Grandma's bday.
- seafood buffet..2hr+ long dinner.
Monday:
- Went to the bookshop ( the bookshop we always go to). My original plan was to buy the derwent colour pencils, but they weren't any so I bought some books instead
Pride and prejudice by Jane Austen (for english111)
A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks (didn't finish the Notebook... Kinda boring? =.=)
Under the dome by Stephen King. ( read somewhere that this story was of Kings greatest stories written and boy is that book FAT!)
Wednesday
- Finished my assignment at last at 4:41am.. whoopee.. im drained. Went shopping. (it is true: You can relieve ur stress by shopping!!..iam NOT a shopholic ive just been influenced by a certain somebody... hahahahaa)
Friday
- I OWN a pair of CONVERSE SHOES now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO HAPPY :D
My fetish dream come true. :))
- plane trip home watched Letters to Juliet, Prince of Persia- fell asleep halfway lol.
Saturday
- unpacked... and camwhored my CONVERSE SHOES ahahahaha XDDD
- dvds do not work on the dvd machine. GAY.
- it's cold in NZ. Miss HK already. :P
Monday, August 30, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
Friday 5: Casual.
Slept at 5:35am last night.
Spose to wake up at 7am.
Turn out waking at 8.15am.
Couldn't be stuffed catching the bus to ftvms lecture.. arrived half way through instead.
Ftvms101 Lecture:
Mischa is boring. Cool martial arts clothes though. XD
She was also my m.s lecturor in sem 1.
I fell on/off asleep.
Watched Singing in the Rain clip (they shouldve shown Make 'em Laugh. It wouldve been awesome watching Donald doing his maniacal laugh on the double big screens!! XD)
btw:
~ " I Love You "~
These 3 words have been used/ heard so often in the film screenings, i.e. K.K and Singing in the Rain, it's been a joke. A clique.
:S
...
Subway. After 2 consecutive days of eating the BBQ pork riblet for lunch and dinner, i'm sick of it. Shared with JJ a BBQ meatball sub instead.
btw:
A super ew thing i saw: bird (most likely pigeon) s***.
I'm sorry for swearing and ruining my aesthetics of Me. Myself. and I, but shiiit was it disqusting!!
Uneccessary Description: Lime white tube with lime green splatter around it. Me and JJ thought it was /celery/. Nearly brushed it away with my hand. XP
...
Handed in my Arthist106 assignment. FINALLY lol. Relief.
Depressed that i couldn't hand in my other arthist109 assignment. :(
...
Meet up with A.M and Y.Z.
Oooooooo so that's Russel.
Abby: wished you told me earlier his first name isn't Aldrin but RUSSEL!
><
What a sad guy he is.
...
Film Screening: Psycho
Director: Alfred Hitchcock.
(guy that surgically removed his belly button coz he thought it looked ugly)
Love it. haha. I sorta knew how the plot goes since i watched the remake of Psycho (the 1998 version) with Vince Vaughn as Norman Bates. I was so freaked out by the stabbing of the private inspector/ falling down the stairs in the remake, and in this 1960 version of Psycho: the corpse face/ rotation of lights shining on it.
meep.
(I also had a nightmare with knives after watching a clip of Psycho several weeks ago)
"Funny" Scenes:
~ Awkward convo between Marion and Norman in the office.
~ Mother yelling at Norman is overheard by Marion... even though she is, what, 50m away? and inside the motel too. lol.
~ the famous knifing scene- dramatic music- her screams sound like "moans" + Mother in shadows lol. Plus the knive does not get bloodied at all. FAIL. (felt bad for Marion though. so unfair.)
~ Norman's smile as the car sinks slowly into the sludge, the frown when the car stops sinking, and the evil smirk as the car disappears from view. >:)
~ Random cuts on action: I.e one moment Norman is looking outside the window, a scene shows Marion's sis, Lila, exploring the house then a sudden cut to Sam and Norman in a fight (ends with a pot smashing on Sam's head) =="
~ old lady, /mother/. The last brawl between Norman and Sam... Norman's facials lol... looks as if he's trying to gulp down huge amounts of invisible alcohol.
...
Moments with P:
~ retarded walking AGAIN. =="
~ spicy chips. hahaha not /that/ spicy. Man up P!!!
~ random kick at the door................. XD
Bonus: "I have to wash my hands" haha. Im not laughing at him, i'm laughing at that silly flower idiot thought i had on the first friday.
Extra:
~ A shame i didnt try the redbull and vodka. i was so keen! :P
(hm...A.M, Y.Z and me will be celebrating M's bday.. another session of drinking experience yay! I'll be safe.)
~P. reminds me of I.H...
What if she met him..?
They would suit each other.. maybe.. :S
i....i. i. i. I dont know what to think..
P: cant you see im tired?
T I R E D is written all over my face.
So tired....... argh!
Slap me. Wake me up from this dream...... my flower idiot dream.... with you. :/
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Friday.... The perfect day to end the week. :D
The end of the screening marks the beginning of our break.
We're free.
(well im not totally free yet.. arthist109 asSignment=gay.)
I think im no longer a wednesday's child.........
...........i'm a /friday/ baby.
hahahhahhahhaha XD
Spose to wake up at 7am.
Turn out waking at 8.15am.
Couldn't be stuffed catching the bus to ftvms lecture.. arrived half way through instead.
Ftvms101 Lecture:
Mischa is boring. Cool martial arts clothes though. XD
She was also my m.s lecturor in sem 1.
I fell on/off asleep.
Watched Singing in the Rain clip (they shouldve shown Make 'em Laugh. It wouldve been awesome watching Donald doing his maniacal laugh on the double big screens!! XD)
btw:
~ " I Love You "~
These 3 words have been used/ heard so often in the film screenings, i.e. K.K and Singing in the Rain, it's been a joke. A clique.
:S
...
Subway. After 2 consecutive days of eating the BBQ pork riblet for lunch and dinner, i'm sick of it. Shared with JJ a BBQ meatball sub instead.
btw:
A super ew thing i saw: bird (most likely pigeon) s***.
I'm sorry for swearing and ruining my aesthetics of Me. Myself. and I, but shiiit was it disqusting!!
Uneccessary Description: Lime white tube with lime green splatter around it. Me and JJ thought it was /celery/. Nearly brushed it away with my hand. XP
...
Handed in my Arthist106 assignment. FINALLY lol. Relief.
Depressed that i couldn't hand in my other arthist109 assignment. :(
...
Meet up with A.M and Y.Z.
Oooooooo so that's Russel.
Abby: wished you told me earlier his first name isn't Aldrin but RUSSEL!
><
What a sad guy he is.
...
Film Screening: Psycho
Director: Alfred Hitchcock.
(guy that surgically removed his belly button coz he thought it looked ugly)
Love it. haha. I sorta knew how the plot goes since i watched the remake of Psycho (the 1998 version) with Vince Vaughn as Norman Bates. I was so freaked out by the stabbing of the private inspector/ falling down the stairs in the remake, and in this 1960 version of Psycho: the corpse face/ rotation of lights shining on it.
meep.
(I also had a nightmare with knives after watching a clip of Psycho several weeks ago)
"Funny" Scenes:
~ Awkward convo between Marion and Norman in the office.
~ Mother yelling at Norman is overheard by Marion... even though she is, what, 50m away? and inside the motel too. lol.
~ the famous knifing scene- dramatic music- her screams sound like "moans" + Mother in shadows lol. Plus the knive does not get bloodied at all. FAIL. (felt bad for Marion though. so unfair.)
~ Norman's smile as the car sinks slowly into the sludge, the frown when the car stops sinking, and the evil smirk as the car disappears from view. >:)
~ Random cuts on action: I.e one moment Norman is looking outside the window, a scene shows Marion's sis, Lila, exploring the house then a sudden cut to Sam and Norman in a fight (ends with a pot smashing on Sam's head) =="
~ old lady, /mother/. The last brawl between Norman and Sam... Norman's facials lol... looks as if he's trying to gulp down huge amounts of invisible alcohol.
...
Moments with P:
~ retarded walking AGAIN. =="
~ spicy chips. hahaha not /that/ spicy. Man up P!!!
~ random kick at the door................. XD
Bonus: "I have to wash my hands" haha. Im not laughing at him, i'm laughing at that silly flower idiot thought i had on the first friday.
Extra:
~ A shame i didnt try the redbull and vodka. i was so keen! :P
(hm...A.M, Y.Z and me will be celebrating M's bday.. another session of drinking experience yay! I'll be safe.)
~P. reminds me of I.H...
What if she met him..?
They would suit each other.. maybe.. :S
i....i. i. i. I dont know what to think..
P: cant you see im tired?
T I R E D is written all over my face.
So tired....... argh!
Slap me. Wake me up from this dream...... my flower idiot dream.... with you. :/
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Friday.... The perfect day to end the week. :D
The end of the screening marks the beginning of our break.
We're free.
(well im not totally free yet.. arthist109 asSignment=gay.)
I think im no longer a wednesday's child.........
...........i'm a /friday/ baby.
hahahhahhahhaha XD
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
How Wordsworthy.
Im reading poetry.
Wordsworth's Poetry... on a super long title which i'll shorten to "Tintern Abbey"
for my English111 assignment.
1250-1500 words..
Due today.
at 4pm.
Gonna start now.
FML!
update:
- Didnt submit it in due day. I couldn't. NO way am i handing in a crap analysis. I'd rather get the penalty, spend some more time writing, then see what i'll get.
urgh.
- Im not satisfied with my work. :S
Wordsworth's Poetry... on a super long title which i'll shorten to "Tintern Abbey"
for my English111 assignment.
1250-1500 words..
Due today.
at 4pm.
Gonna start now.
FML!
update:
- Didnt submit it in due day. I couldn't. NO way am i handing in a crap analysis. I'd rather get the penalty, spend some more time writing, then see what i'll get.
urgh.
- Im not satisfied with my work. :S
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Last 5 Weeks of Church.
August 14th 2010. Youth Group.
The most emotional sermon ever.
Matthew Chan Pastor. His ironies with his father/ bitter relationship.
Long but interesing.
Brought people to tears. Gina and Alexis, next to me were crying.
During that quiet moment where everyone in the room was clasping their hands, eyes closed, head down in prayer, my eyes started to tear up when I heard Gina start sniffing and inhaling.
Jarred, on the other side, didnt.
~ Got home and opened the present given by Gina. It was a Bible, and it looks so cool!!!
Had the swirly designer like patterns of vines and butterflies, in purple colour. More suprises when i opened the cute Bible, some Christian quote cards, and a letter.
So sweet Gina!! :D
~ Liking these 2 Christian songs:
Heart of Worship (sung by Matt Redman) and Lead Me Lord (Gary Valenciano).
...
Also several weeks ago, Angela gave me a book. It was called "?????????????"
Will read it... hopefully.. after my assignments finish.
...
update:
Aug 21st.
~ Didn't go to PCBC Camp Reunion, nor the usual saturday meeting. :(
Stupid assignments. and stupid me for procrastinating so much. :(
The most emotional sermon ever.
Matthew Chan Pastor. His ironies with his father/ bitter relationship.
Long but interesing.
Brought people to tears. Gina and Alexis, next to me were crying.
During that quiet moment where everyone in the room was clasping their hands, eyes closed, head down in prayer, my eyes started to tear up when I heard Gina start sniffing and inhaling.
Jarred, on the other side, didnt.
~ Got home and opened the present given by Gina. It was a Bible, and it looks so cool!!!
Had the swirly designer like patterns of vines and butterflies, in purple colour. More suprises when i opened the cute Bible, some Christian quote cards, and a letter.
So sweet Gina!! :D
~ Liking these 2 Christian songs:
Heart of Worship (sung by Matt Redman) and Lead Me Lord (Gary Valenciano).
...
Also several weeks ago, Angela gave me a book. It was called "?????????????"
Will read it... hopefully.. after my assignments finish.
...
update:
Aug 21st.
~ Didn't go to PCBC Camp Reunion, nor the usual saturday meeting. :(
Stupid assignments. and stupid me for procrastinating so much. :(
Ah~ Sensei Alex...
- For Saturday -
Let's make one thing clear:
>>> IAM NOT INNOCENT!!! <<<
Annoying A.C keeps on saying iam!
Is it my idealisms? Hey! They /are/ reasonable. :X
Another thing (Jackieee!!), I'm aware i have a blunt personality (only with the people i feel close to), and he told me off...
Girls, ESPECIALLY girls, are smart talkers/ should know how to talk..
I must've missed that smart socialising gene lol.
...........****.
Extra:
- we worked on our ftvms101 assignment.. procrastination/music/ work/procrastination/music/ work../ SINGSTAR! (Alex, not me!)/ blogging/ dinner (jap food. yum.)+ stories (with unneccessary details ah yah!)/ work /small procrastination/ work/ bussing/ home/ procrastination DAMN IT.
- nice cosy apartment! Love that red long chair thing. :)
- got some exercise done too. :D
- came home at 10:40. Didn't feel too tired/sleepy suprisingly. Dad + FF sing K... nice... eh.
Update:
Aug. 24th.
- Turns out he's coming to HK in the break too.
So sudden. and on the same plane as me. wow. O_O
Let's make one thing clear:
>>> IAM NOT INNOCENT!!! <<<
Annoying A.C keeps on saying iam!
Is it my idealisms? Hey! They /are/ reasonable. :X
Another thing (Jackieee!!), I'm aware i have a blunt personality (only with the people i feel close to), and he told me off...
Girls, ESPECIALLY girls, are smart talkers/ should know how to talk..
I must've missed that smart socialising gene lol.
...........****.
Extra:
- we worked on our ftvms101 assignment.. procrastination/music/ work/procrastination/music/ work../ SINGSTAR! (Alex, not me!)/ blogging/ dinner (jap food. yum.)+ stories (with unneccessary details ah yah!)/ work /small procrastination/ work/ bussing/ home/ procrastination DAMN IT.
- nice cosy apartment! Love that red long chair thing. :)
- got some exercise done too. :D
- came home at 10:40. Didn't feel too tired/sleepy suprisingly. Dad + FF sing K... nice... eh.
Update:
Aug. 24th.
- Turns out he's coming to HK in the break too.
So sudden. and on the same plane as me. wow. O_O
Friday, August 20, 2010
Friday 4: Dreams.
Ftvms101 Lecture:
Joined the Film Club..
i'm excited!! Only if we actually get to do some film work.. unlike that film production club i joined earlier in sem 1. :/
...
Meet up with Ian and had subway.
We were planning on having coffee somewhere at high/ queen street..?
Couldn't, coz the weather was so freaking bad. And secondly, not enough time. (had tute at 2. We had like 15 mins left lol)
Damnn.. i was looking forward to coffee!! :O
...
Arthist109 Tute:
Studied impressionists.
Useful since im working on Vincent van Gogh.
(Pronounication note:
Gogh= Gof. NOT "Go"
Munch= Moonk. NOT /"Munch"/ loll ==")
Have to get started by Wednesday night.. otherwise sheba... :(
...
Screening:
Watched Singing in the Rain.
It's hilarious! I didn't realise they had the kind of humor back then..?!!
Like the Donald O'Connor scene "Make 'Em Laugh" omg LOL!!!
Found a good quality vid of that scene:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUFoypOE2w8&feature=related
- Fav Funny Part: 3:08 to 3:17.
>> He can sing, play instruments, dance, do stunts.. what an amazing performer! XD
...
Afterwards:
I think it might've been better if i didn't meet up with P afterwards.
He was preoccupied with his assignment.
There's also this habit that we do. We walk, and we seem to walk into the weirdest places.. i know im not thinking already so i was following where he was going, and turns out he does the same, by following where im walking (minus the mind blank problem)!! LOL!
This random walking "problem" has also happened several times before.. ><"
He told me his dreams.
Go to Taiwan, Japan, buy a house...
He's already decided what to do. Knowing him, i believe he can do it.
(he's smart oy! And aiesec has helped him a lot i think.)
I don't know what to say about mine, my "dreams".
So I kept quiet.
(Had a shy attack too urgh. ><)
I'm still stuck in my little world, preoccupied with the present.
My procrastination problem is as worse as ever, I'll be happy if i manage to pass all my assignments/test (heh only one!)/exams this sem. :/
...Time to grow up,
and...................what?
Extra:
- Like some of my other friends i've met at uni, he reminds me of the life i had before all this college/uni crap. The crap meaning assignments/exams. Otherwise what im learning is interesting. Egyptian tombs+ Roman Temples + Churches (like Classics all over again.. ahhh :) ), old films (...that are a crack up! XD But seriously, im amazed at the psychology/ technolgy behind the creation of those films), reading books/comics (COMPULSORY reading..how awesome is that?...Not exactly fantasy books though//ah well.), analysing art (O_O)....>>> GO ARTS SUBJECTS!! :D
As for the /simple/ life:
I use to sketch, play the piano, play vid games, read novels and manga...what happened to all that?
- Hm... BSB and other boybands..never was interested in it.. till now. haha.
Good voices, beautiful lyrics that melt girls hearts.. very cheesy though lol. mm. X)
(saw a parody of "I Want It That Way" sung by some asian guys on youtube ages ago..
and NOW "Which Backstreet Boy is Gay" parody... LOL XD)
- My problem: I keep quiet, unable to express myself till too late.. then that opportunity is gone. So i write them out instead. The moment has passed, and it doesn't feel the same... I'm sorry.
Update:
- This (my/our situation(?)) strangely reminds me of WOTH and some other movies.
O_o"""""""""
Im over analysing again. ****.
- Aug 24th.
Saw some churches in my arthist106 lect. Beautiful churches! So grand and HUGE. The artwork on the ceilings and walls, plus the the design of the architecture is amazing/ A temple for a King in Istanbul. wow the whiteness, arches, and the beautiful halo of lamps/candles that dangle from the ceiling. So pretty. XD
I want to travel to Italy + Istanbul now.
Want to see the roman temples, colosseums, and other architecture! XO
Please add that to my great cruise travel experience+ Asian Cruise with A.M and Y.Z
= >< =
~~~~~~
Joined the Film Club..
i'm excited!! Only if we actually get to do some film work.. unlike that film production club i joined earlier in sem 1. :/
...
Meet up with Ian and had subway.
We were planning on having coffee somewhere at high/ queen street..?
Couldn't, coz the weather was so freaking bad. And secondly, not enough time. (had tute at 2. We had like 15 mins left lol)
Damnn.. i was looking forward to coffee!! :O
...
Arthist109 Tute:
Studied impressionists.
Useful since im working on Vincent van Gogh.
(Pronounication note:
Gogh= Gof. NOT "Go"
Munch= Moonk. NOT /"Munch"/ loll ==")
Have to get started by Wednesday night.. otherwise sheba... :(
...
Screening:
Watched Singing in the Rain.
It's hilarious! I didn't realise they had the kind of humor back then..?!!
Like the Donald O'Connor scene "Make 'Em Laugh" omg LOL!!!
Found a good quality vid of that scene:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUFoypOE2w8&feature=related
- Fav Funny Part: 3:08 to 3:17.
>> He can sing, play instruments, dance, do stunts.. what an amazing performer! XD
...
Afterwards:
I think it might've been better if i didn't meet up with P afterwards.
He was preoccupied with his assignment.
There's also this habit that we do. We walk, and we seem to walk into the weirdest places.. i know im not thinking already so i was following where he was going, and turns out he does the same, by following where im walking (minus the mind blank problem)!! LOL!
This random walking "problem" has also happened several times before.. ><"
He told me his dreams.
Go to Taiwan, Japan, buy a house...
He's already decided what to do. Knowing him, i believe he can do it.
(he's smart oy! And aiesec has helped him a lot i think.)
I don't know what to say about mine, my "dreams".
So I kept quiet.
(Had a shy attack too urgh. ><)
I'm still stuck in my little world, preoccupied with the present.
My procrastination problem is as worse as ever, I'll be happy if i manage to pass all my assignments/test (heh only one!)/exams this sem. :/
...Time to grow up,
and...................what?
Extra:
- Like some of my other friends i've met at uni, he reminds me of the life i had before all this college/uni crap. The crap meaning assignments/exams. Otherwise what im learning is interesting. Egyptian tombs+ Roman Temples + Churches (like Classics all over again.. ahhh :) ), old films (...that are a crack up! XD But seriously, im amazed at the psychology/ technolgy behind the creation of those films), reading books/comics (COMPULSORY reading..how awesome is that?...Not exactly fantasy books though//ah well.), analysing art (O_O)....>>> GO ARTS SUBJECTS!! :D
As for the /simple/ life:
I use to sketch, play the piano, play vid games, read novels and manga...what happened to all that?
- Hm... BSB and other boybands..never was interested in it.. till now. haha.
Good voices, beautiful lyrics that melt girls hearts.. very cheesy though lol. mm. X)
(saw a parody of "I Want It That Way" sung by some asian guys on youtube ages ago..
and NOW "Which Backstreet Boy is Gay" parody... LOL XD)
- My problem: I keep quiet, unable to express myself till too late.. then that opportunity is gone. So i write them out instead. The moment has passed, and it doesn't feel the same... I'm sorry.
Update:
- This (my/our situation(?)) strangely reminds me of WOTH and some other movies.
O_o"""""""""
Im over analysing again. ****.
- Aug 24th.
Saw some churches in my arthist106 lect. Beautiful churches! So grand and HUGE. The artwork on the ceilings and walls, plus the the design of the architecture is amazing/ A temple for a King in Istanbul. wow the whiteness, arches, and the beautiful halo of lamps/candles that dangle from the ceiling. So pretty. XD
I want to travel to Italy + Istanbul now.
Want to see the roman temples, colosseums, and other architecture! XO
Please add that to my great cruise travel experience+ Asian Cruise with A.M and Y.Z
= >< =
~~~~~~
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
well...
how annoying Abby that you left your phone at home...
how annoying that you're textbooks are so heavy...
how annoying that we have assignments to do...
how annoying that everyone's so busy and stressed out because of uni...
argh..
...
Moments:
(Extra)
~Spose to meet A.M for lunch, no reply, so did work solidly for 3 hrs instead.
By the time i finished my ftvms101 tute, i was soo lowwww.. even Susan wasn't as funny this time. :X
~Random bump ins over a computer. lol.
~Moccachino from OGG... OK. Bit expensive though.
~*P walks over to where i was at*
pause. "oops i forgot my usb".
*turns back and walks back to the lab*
The girl next to me started laughing, so i LOL'd too... hahaha..
(hey he has "mind blanks" too! hehe X) )
~Nachos. nooooooo my beloved nachos! Was going to share with A.M... :S
(Funny thing: WE NEVER FINISH the food that we BUY,
>>> even when we are SHARING.
NACHOS. WEDGES. CHIPS. NEIGHBOUR CAFE LUNCH. MOMO TEA. etc etc.)
~Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? ...SpongeBob SquarePants! XD
dah ha ha, dah ha haaaaaaaaa.....................=="
~Redbull and vodka. Got kicked out for not having my ID ahh..
(A.M's "Why Study At UoA?" vid= REDBULL SLUSHI!!!)
~We were sitting on one of these seats outside the gen lib.
I see him looking straight ahead. Occassionally looking down....
(uhh i must've been very embarassing to look at.. esp. with the mococchino smudge. WHY did you not tell me?? P, you douche! XP See "RANT")
So.
I...
analysed his facial features...
?!!
...that sounds weird doesn't it?
I guess it could be useful coz i might be doing some sketching practice../later/.
+Long nails= Feminine hands.... O.O"
+Why did the plane crash?....... Because the pilot was a TOMATO! ♥
HAHAHAHAHA...dryyyy but still, HAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAA........
+Chocolate smudge on nose + spitting problems................ hmmmm...
embarrassing.......... butttt at the same time i dont mind...? huh// :P
+ mind blanks.
=============================================
RANT:
I wouldn't mind if he mentioned it to my face, you know? Playing ignorant?
Oy. What if he was in my position, huh? (He'll probably be like whatever..Omg I looks so cool! So cool with a smudge on my nose!...lol XP)
As a friend, wouldn't you point something like that out? He can bit a douche without knowing it sometimes. ;p
And>> SKIN thing??
W.T.F hahaha.
============================================
~My cellphone fell to the ground and the battery came out. I couldn't fit it back in.
T.g W.J helped. :)
+ taking photos secretly. heheh whaat?
It's natural. Im aiming for the /natural/ "effect".
(It will go on my Sem 2 photo album on FB.)
~Retarded/Shy Goodbyes.
~ Couldn't find the english book I was looking for.
Working on my arthist106 assignment brrr.
Missed playing Bejewelled Blitz.. :(
CBF. went home earlier.
Update:
~ Whenever i use to see P's name, I "saw" him in my mind as a "word".
(Does that seem possible? :/)
-FB doesnt help-
As i see him more, he's become an "image" in my mind.
...It's hazy.
how annoying that you're textbooks are so heavy...
how annoying that we have assignments to do...
how annoying that everyone's so busy and stressed out because of uni...
argh..
...
Moments:
(Extra)
~Spose to meet A.M for lunch, no reply, so did work solidly for 3 hrs instead.
By the time i finished my ftvms101 tute, i was soo lowwww.. even Susan wasn't as funny this time. :X
~Random bump ins over a computer. lol.
~Moccachino from OGG... OK. Bit expensive though.
~*P walks over to where i was at*
pause. "oops i forgot my usb".
*turns back and walks back to the lab*
The girl next to me started laughing, so i LOL'd too... hahaha..
(hey he has "mind blanks" too! hehe X) )
~Nachos. nooooooo my beloved nachos! Was going to share with A.M... :S
(Funny thing: WE NEVER FINISH the food that we BUY,
>>> even when we are SHARING.
NACHOS. WEDGES. CHIPS. NEIGHBOUR CAFE LUNCH. MOMO TEA. etc etc.)
~Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? ...SpongeBob SquarePants! XD
dah ha ha, dah ha haaaaaaaaa.....................=="
~Redbull and vodka. Got kicked out for not having my ID ahh..
(A.M's "Why Study At UoA?" vid= REDBULL SLUSHI!!!)
~We were sitting on one of these seats outside the gen lib.
I see him looking straight ahead. Occassionally looking down....
(uhh i must've been very embarassing to look at.. esp. with the mococchino smudge. WHY did you not tell me?? P, you douche! XP See "RANT")
So.
I...
analysed his facial features...
?!!
...that sounds weird doesn't it?
I guess it could be useful coz i might be doing some sketching practice../later/.
+Long nails= Feminine hands.... O.O"
+Why did the plane crash?....... Because the pilot was a TOMATO! ♥
HAHAHAHAHA...dryyyy but still, HAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAA........
+Chocolate smudge on nose + spitting problems................ hmmmm...
embarrassing.......... butttt at the same time i dont mind...? huh// :P
+ mind blanks.
=============================================
RANT:
I wouldn't mind if he mentioned it to my face, you know? Playing ignorant?
Oy. What if he was in my position, huh? (He'll probably be like whatever..Omg I looks so cool! So cool with a smudge on my nose!...lol XP)
As a friend, wouldn't you point something like that out? He can bit a douche without knowing it sometimes. ;p
And>> SKIN thing??
W.T.F hahaha.
============================================
~My cellphone fell to the ground and the battery came out. I couldn't fit it back in.
T.g W.J helped. :)
+ taking photos secretly. heheh whaat?
It's natural. Im aiming for the /natural/ "effect".
(It will go on my Sem 2 photo album on FB.)
~Retarded/Shy Goodbyes.
~ Couldn't find the english book I was looking for.
Working on my arthist106 assignment brrr.
Missed playing Bejewelled Blitz.. :(
CBF. went home earlier.
Update:
~ Whenever i use to see P's name, I "saw" him in my mind as a "word".
(Does that seem possible? :/)
-FB doesnt help-
As i see him more, he's become an "image" in my mind.
...It's hazy.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Last Tuesday.
I remember I got annoyed at P last Tuesday.
It was really stupid of me to do so, and I guess I do have short temper.
"teenage angst" lol.
But listening to music afterwards... just makes me feel all mellow and relaxed again.
ahh.. :))
C'mon! He has 5 papers to do this semester and on top of that, aiesec work.
So i felt very selfish in calling him that name..T.G he doesn't know. =.="
I asked Gina about the aiesec workload and how was she coping, and she was like "Dont mention it..."...haha...=="
mm.
Btw everytime i see "AIESEC"... i get a mental "hit".. a reminder, of the embarassment i felt earlier..?
> It's silly. :S
> I should be thinking about uni work. He /is/ already focused about uni work.
=.=...... :)
~~~
There was also this quote from Inception that really HIT me:
“How could I capture all your beauty, your complexity, your perfection, your imperfection, in a dream? Yes, you’re the best that I can do. But, I’m sorry, you’re just not good enough.” ~ Cobb to Mal.
//OuCH//. :O
...I can't help but think im not as good as a student..
Not doing the best I /can/.
(I get so distracted easily! By FB and unneccessary things! Being lazy and having a
major procrastination problem doesn't help either.)
I've deactivated my FB account last night.
Hope it helps me.
PLUS i'm staying late at UoA every night!
Good work ethic, ay?
:))
Extra:
- wonder how long it will be till i go on FB again.... hehe...
...=.="""""""""
Update:
- Went onto FB to play Bejewelled Blitz... On a friends account of course! >:) (Thanksss A.M...)
- Met up with W.J..and Nimo too! Introduced them to each other and lol, afterwards Nimo complimented him that he was "hot".
huh/ I guess i've been with him too long to notice... =.=
- DOING MY FREAKING ARTHIST106 ASSIGNMENT AT NIGHT is FREAKY.
- Aug 18th. Now this time, i've got a right to be angry. See "RANT".
It was really stupid of me to do so, and I guess I do have short temper.
"teenage angst" lol.
But listening to music afterwards... just makes me feel all mellow and relaxed again.
ahh.. :))
C'mon! He has 5 papers to do this semester and on top of that, aiesec work.
So i felt very selfish in calling him that name..T.G he doesn't know. =.="
I asked Gina about the aiesec workload and how was she coping, and she was like "Dont mention it..."...haha...=="
mm.
Btw everytime i see "AIESEC"... i get a mental "hit".. a reminder, of the embarassment i felt earlier..?
> It's silly. :S
> I should be thinking about uni work. He /is/ already focused about uni work.
=.=...... :)
~~~
There was also this quote from Inception that really HIT me:
“How could I capture all your beauty, your complexity, your perfection, your imperfection, in a dream? Yes, you’re the best that I can do. But, I’m sorry, you’re just not good enough.” ~ Cobb to Mal.
//OuCH//. :O
...I can't help but think im not as good as a student..
Not doing the best I /can/.
(I get so distracted easily! By FB and unneccessary things! Being lazy and having a
major procrastination problem doesn't help either.)
I've deactivated my FB account last night.
Hope it helps me.
PLUS i'm staying late at UoA every night!
Good work ethic, ay?
:))
Extra:
- wonder how long it will be till i go on FB again.... hehe...
...=.="""""""""
Update:
- Went onto FB to play Bejewelled Blitz... On a friends account of course! >:) (Thanksss A.M...)
- Met up with W.J..and Nimo too! Introduced them to each other and lol, afterwards Nimo complimented him that he was "hot".
huh/ I guess i've been with him too long to notice... =.=
- DOING MY FREAKING ARTHIST106 ASSIGNMENT AT NIGHT is FREAKY.
- Aug 18th. Now this time, i've got a right to be angry. See "RANT".
Monday, August 16, 2010
Oxytocin.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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m.
A new word i learnt today.
*tingles*
hahahahahaha....
=.="
Better Clarify:
>I meant "cuddle hormone"... not anything else. =.=
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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A new word i learnt today.
*tingles*
hahahahahaha....
=.="
Better Clarify:
>I meant "cuddle hormone"... not anything else. =.=
FB Deactivation.
Until all 4 of my assignments are done, my FB account will be deactivated.
DATES DUE:
FTVMS101:
24th August. Tuesday.
=1000 words. (looks pretty straightforward. Bullet points yay.)
ENGLISH111:
25th August. Wednesday.
= 1250-1500 words. ( I cannot analyse that much.. help im gonna die..)
ARTHIST106:
27th August. Friday (2pm).
= 400 words. ( Cemetary photos analysing... hopefully not at night..meep.)
ARTHIST109:
27th August. Friday (4pm).
= 1500 words. ( Worth 30%!!!!!! :O Need to go to Fine Arts lib, remember.)
>>>Only got a week+ left.
...why why WHY do i leave things to last minute?!!! argh.
Extra:
This blog, however, will continue.
XD
DATES DUE:
FTVMS101:
24th August. Tuesday.
=1000 words. (looks pretty straightforward. Bullet points yay.)
ENGLISH111:
25th August. Wednesday.
= 1250-1500 words. ( I cannot analyse that much.. help im gonna die..)
ARTHIST106:
27th August. Friday (2pm).
= 400 words. ( Cemetary photos analysing... hopefully not at night..meep.)
ARTHIST109:
27th August. Friday (4pm).
= 1500 words. ( Worth 30%!!!!!! :O Need to go to Fine Arts lib, remember.)
>>>Only got a week+ left.
...why why WHY do i leave things to last minute?!!! argh.
Extra:
This blog, however, will continue.
XD
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Heart of Worship+
2 songs I liked from attending PCBC Camp:
"Heart of Worship" and "Lead Me Lord".
Here's the Lyrics of Heart of Worship (with Matt Redman):
When the music fades and all is stripped away and I simply come
Longing just to bring something that's of worth that will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song for a song in itself is not what You have required
You search much deeper within through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship and it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it when it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
King of endless worth, no one could express how much You deserve
Though I'm weak and I'm poor all I have is Yours, every single breath
I'll bring You more than a song for a song in itself is not what You have required
You search much deeper within through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship and it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it when it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm coming back to the heart of worship and it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it when it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
When it's all about You, it's all about You, Jesus
>>> "What’s beautiful about the lyrics is you can apply it to a religious context or just read them as is." (N.A listenography A)
...
+ Regina Spektor "Fidelity"
Missed that song. I remember listening to this back in college.
Only U.S and I liked it haha. (People found the "har-ar-ar-ar-ar-ar-ar-ar-art" annoying lolll XD )
mmmm.
"I got /lost in/ the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all /this music/"......... and it breaks my ♥.
:/
...
Shuffling turbans returns hehehehe.. XD
"Heart of Worship" and "Lead Me Lord".
Here's the Lyrics of Heart of Worship (with Matt Redman):
When the music fades and all is stripped away and I simply come
Longing just to bring something that's of worth that will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song for a song in itself is not what You have required
You search much deeper within through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship and it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it when it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
King of endless worth, no one could express how much You deserve
Though I'm weak and I'm poor all I have is Yours, every single breath
I'll bring You more than a song for a song in itself is not what You have required
You search much deeper within through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship and it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it when it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm coming back to the heart of worship and it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it when it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
When it's all about You, it's all about You, Jesus
>>> "What’s beautiful about the lyrics is you can apply it to a religious context or just read them as is." (N.A listenography A)
...
+ Regina Spektor "Fidelity"
Missed that song. I remember listening to this back in college.
Only U.S and I liked it haha. (People found the "har-ar-ar-ar-ar-ar-ar-ar-art" annoying lolll XD )
mmmm.
"I got /lost in/ the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all /this music/"......... and it breaks my ♥.
:/
...
Shuffling turbans returns hehehehe.. XD
Friday, August 13, 2010
Friday 3: Stung.
Notes:
Ftvms101 lecture:
K.K 1933 funny scene with the director and Ann Darrow.
"look up.. you see Kong.. now scream... /scream/ for your life Ann!! ....................................*aeieerrghhhhhhhh!!!!*"
LOL!! >:D
+ The 1970s version of K.K... K.K breathing on Ann.. like a giant blow dryer.. ew.
Then that "cut away" shot of this random guy, that was staring at the pair in disqust/awe/shock lol.
o Beauty and the Beast. Classic.
Never realised it before, but this film ( plus Lion King and Tarzan&Jane) contains sexual innuendos...WTF. =="
Too much analysing.. so much for PG rating.
...
Film screening: Citizen Kane.
hm,,,, there were "funny" parts... but i found it overall boring... 2hrs of black and white...american society...atrocious opera singing and CU cheesy soft cam on actors faces.. yea...
Actually at the beginning of the film, i thought it was a horror film!!
The setting (creepy castle -Xanadu- the lighting of the window.. a guy lyin down with his arms crossed...thought it was some kind of vampire flick ==) + the high pitch music... lollll >scaryyyyy....
Funny how both of them didnt turn up today...
I think I pissed off Nashi Ape. >:)
...
After screening:
Felt low on energy, went to quad (bumped into M.T, shared wedges and kinda watched Blood The Last Vampire haha) and drank... MOCCACHINO!!!
>2 words:
HIGH and PROCRASTINATION.
ahahahahahhaahahhaaha
About P:
He was sick. That's why he wasn't at screening. :/
GOt high and started talking nonsense.
>Bet I was annoying asssss. Hope it was a good distraction haha.
...
Met bet S.L and college peeps at IC and went home together.
OMG. The weather is so freaking bad!!!
ok ok. Rain, i /dont/ mind.
But rain PLUS /wind/... SHIT.
Got out of the bus, opened my umbrella and wind blew it corkscrew. My lower half got soaked...><"
NZ weather= crazyy.
...
At home:
Went on FB almost immediately lol... (i am FB addicted.)
Had to cover up some wallposts too... dont want too many people seeing what someone wrote.
Meep.
Which reminds me:
At Raddy's farewell party.. i was texting. I shouldnt be, but you know i can be pretty anti-social.. haha. (=="). And at one point, everyone thought i was texting my boyfriend. >> So ANNOYING!!
Well I answered honestly, but they wouldn't believe me.
I said i was texting a "girl" friend. A friend who was a /girl/... and you know what R.H said? "She must be texting her friend about her /boyfriend/." < OMG...(and he was spose to be the sensible one. Fml.)
>>> I should really focus on my assignments.
All 4 of them...writing...fml.
If i dont start this weekend.. i am SCREWED.
...
Random:
"beware of limbo dancers. O.O;"
tingles... mmmm.. . . . . . . .
Zarka circus+ Scott Pilgrim vs the World. Can't wait to watch.
...
Extra:
Today is Friday the 13th.
I was born on Friday the 13th.
so... mm.. yea. Dont care for silly superstition lol.
XD
Update:
- watched Beauty and the Beast on Youtube.. (instead of assignment work==")
Someone found this dialogue part sweet:
"I let her go"
"You, what? How could you do that?"
"I had to"
"Why?"
"Because I love her"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ♥
Ftvms101 lecture:
K.K 1933 funny scene with the director and Ann Darrow.
"look up.. you see Kong.. now scream... /scream/ for your life Ann!! ....................................*aeieerrghhhhhhhh!!!!*"
LOL!! >:D
+ The 1970s version of K.K... K.K breathing on Ann.. like a giant blow dryer.. ew.
Then that "cut away" shot of this random guy, that was staring at the pair in disqust/awe/shock lol.
o Beauty and the Beast. Classic.
Never realised it before, but this film ( plus Lion King and Tarzan&Jane) contains sexual innuendos...WTF. =="
Too much analysing.. so much for PG rating.
...
Film screening: Citizen Kane.
hm,,,, there were "funny" parts... but i found it overall boring... 2hrs of black and white...american society...atrocious opera singing and CU cheesy soft cam on actors faces.. yea...
Actually at the beginning of the film, i thought it was a horror film!!
The setting (creepy castle -Xanadu- the lighting of the window.. a guy lyin down with his arms crossed...thought it was some kind of vampire flick ==) + the high pitch music... lollll >scaryyyyy....
Funny how both of them didnt turn up today...
I think I pissed off Nashi Ape. >:)
...
After screening:
Felt low on energy, went to quad (bumped into M.T, shared wedges and kinda watched Blood The Last Vampire haha) and drank... MOCCACHINO!!!
>2 words:
HIGH and PROCRASTINATION.
ahahahahahhaahahhaaha
About P:
He was sick. That's why he wasn't at screening. :/
GOt high and started talking nonsense.
>Bet I was annoying asssss. Hope it was a good distraction haha.
...
Met bet S.L and college peeps at IC and went home together.
OMG. The weather is so freaking bad!!!
ok ok. Rain, i /dont/ mind.
But rain PLUS /wind/... SHIT.
Got out of the bus, opened my umbrella and wind blew it corkscrew. My lower half got soaked...><"
NZ weather= crazyy.
...
At home:
Went on FB almost immediately lol... (i am FB addicted.)
Had to cover up some wallposts too... dont want too many people seeing what someone wrote.
Meep.
Which reminds me:
At Raddy's farewell party.. i was texting. I shouldnt be, but you know i can be pretty anti-social.. haha. (=="). And at one point, everyone thought i was texting my boyfriend. >> So ANNOYING!!
Well I answered honestly, but they wouldn't believe me.
I said i was texting a "girl" friend. A friend who was a /girl/... and you know what R.H said? "She must be texting her friend about her /boyfriend/." < OMG...(and he was spose to be the sensible one. Fml.)
>>> I should really focus on my assignments.
All 4 of them...writing...fml.
If i dont start this weekend.. i am SCREWED.
...
Random:
"beware of limbo dancers. O.O;"
tingles... mmmm.. . . . . . . .
Zarka circus+ Scott Pilgrim vs the World. Can't wait to watch.
...
Extra:
Today is Friday the 13th.
I was born on Friday the 13th.
so... mm.. yea. Dont care for silly superstition lol.
XD
Update:
- watched Beauty and the Beast on Youtube.. (instead of assignment work==")
Someone found this dialogue part sweet:
"I let her go"
"You, what? How could you do that?"
"I had to"
"Why?"
"Because I love her"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ♥
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Don't Get Pig Headed, Thanks.
:p
I always like them as they were before they "changed".
~Nashi ape before contact lenses
~And Gaga apple before that *cough* "cool" photo
Lol.
Their quiet logical calm behaviour caught my attention originally, and then later, them being smart, independent and having a caring personality...
Their hobbies concerning music, film, and books are what interest me too. :)
Anyway! Once you compliment them on their *cough* "handsome"/"cool"-ness, then guys just get pig headed/ act different (confidence is a good thing however...)
which totally ruins my image of what I saw in them in the first place. ><
It's normal to look visually appealing... But fml, I hope they don't succumb to vanity.
(most asian guys do that often enough. ESP. korean guys ehhh. )
>> When it turns ugly, who would want narcissistic jerks then?
Update:
---
hmm..
i think may have misunderstood some people...
hmmmm...
---
I always like them as they were before they "changed".
~Nashi ape before contact lenses
~And Gaga apple before that *cough* "cool" photo
Lol.
Their quiet logical calm behaviour caught my attention originally, and then later, them being smart, independent and having a caring personality...
Their hobbies concerning music, film, and books are what interest me too. :)
Anyway! Once you compliment them on their *cough* "handsome"/"cool"-ness, then guys just get pig headed/ act different (confidence is a good thing however...)
which totally ruins my image of what I saw in them in the first place. ><
It's normal to look visually appealing... But fml, I hope they don't succumb to vanity.
(most asian guys do that often enough. ESP. korean guys ehhh. )
>> When it turns ugly, who would want narcissistic jerks then?
Update:
---
hmm..
i think may have misunderstood some people...
hmmmm...
---
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
My Secret Smiles, Highs and Minor Mind Blanks. :)
Ive been secretly smiling the whole day. :)
....Like in a 發姣 state again. ;p
=> Memories/Moments:
~ This morning: cute little papillion i saw hurrying on its short little legs, occasionally grinning up at it's owner. XDD
~ Drank a large cup of Mo-Mo-Mo-Mo MoccachinO! (probably that's why i've been on a slight sugar high)
~ Hangout with Abby.
- with the Mo-Mo-Mo-Mo MOCCACHINO little jingle (rip off from GEE by SNSD)
- retelling stories of what happened on Tues. (later)
- random lady heard me and asked what the words "skux" and "skee" meant. I remember how i first found out the meaning "skee"...omg lol! == ah nostalgia... X)
- the story of how i bumped into Nashi Ape at the AV library yesterday. Mm.
Same messy ("electrified" according to Abby) hair, black jacket, in torn(?) jeans and converse shoes.... Anyway, J.J and i were lining up behind him, when he finally turned around, i didn't look at him. Eventually, I had to look away because i had this stupid smile that had crept up onto my face.
argh.
I could almost feel the "sparks flying" between us even though my back was to him. >>> OLD FLAME SHOULD DIE.
- Still on N.A "well you know him, he's like, cryptic" < I said that, and Abby burst out laughing!
Apparantly i said it in a "fluctuated" voice... similar to how those girls (more like B****es) from Mean Girls talk. I didn't know i spoke like that!? ==" Im not like those girls at all, and i wasn't mocking anyone! ><""""""""" Abby understands that. phew! ^^"
~ Saw something cute on FB recently. I like how the lights light up his face..so that on one side it is "warm" and the other side it is " cold". There's also a little, almost secret, smile on his face, which creates an image of sadness(?) on him...(don't know why but makes me feel like hugging him..?) Then again, it might be his "stoned"-look. ==
~ At my ftvms101 tute. Im glad i have Susanne as my tutor. She knows her stuff and her blunt/funny personality is a crack up! XD
- Watched the Kuleshov effect. It's a brilliant editing technique/// and also very funny.
I.E >BLANK MAN's FACE.
Soup.
>BLANK MAN's FACE.
Pretty Lady.
>BLANK MAN's FACE.
Girl in coffin.
=========> which means "hunger", "lust" and "sadness".... HAHAAHAHHAHAHaa
("Top Secret" is a funny film that i should look out for too. + "Scott Pilgrim VS the World" I'm keen for that!)
~ Bumping into college friends (Tina!! Tanya!! and Thanh Thanh!!! Have to distance myself from T.T though...don't want to catch anything. Poor T.T im discriminating you, i can't help it. ==")
~ Taking random photos.
~ Reading Lolita.. what a perverted writer! LOL. Gave me tingles. Mmm. (bad.bad.bad. Brrr this is bad! Arghh) Got stuck into it, even though I was hungry as hell + stomach cramps and was only spose to read up to CH 3. ==""
~ Well i saw P. at the library, i wasn't sure if it was him at first..
I recognized his jeans, sneakers and his bag... but his face, i keep on forgetting..? O.O"" Anyway, i said "hi" and commented on his hair.
SO RANDOM! I was secretly smiling to myself all that time, don't know if it shows on my face though. If it didn't, yay? haha. If yes, i would've looked like a luluuuuuuu... == I suffered another mind blank too.
~ Lol at the end of english111 lecture. Like 5mins before 6pm, everyone started leaving, Brian (the lecturor) kept on talking but of course he got drowned out! Sad but hahaha! XD Also there's no more screenings (can watch at AV lib), so i can go home early now. YUSSS. (...Though i think i should stay behind and work on my "good" work ethic. haha) X)
~ Balancing an artbook on my head.. while waiting for the bus. LOL.
When the bus finally came, the twins got on while i was still out (one step away), the bus driver had to move the bus forward to the busstop position, so i hopped onto the bus while it moved. A.P who was next in line, caught up easily while J.C gave a wave to the other people still lining up. haha.
~~~ ahh... I reckon i need a moccachino everyday. ~~~
Off topic:
~ I think Nashi Ape is still watching over me (i recognized how he *cough* suddenly, had the same mutual friend as me today..) like i am still checking up on his blog.
I leave related "bits" on my lil blog on FB concerning him, just in case.
I also like the idea of secretly observing ? and ?.
It's /not/ "stalking" coz i dont feel/think it that way (It's more like I care for them, but i can't show it to them...? So I'll hide. It's not a bad thing im doing, i think...) ==
I'll be their guardian angel...
>secretly hehe! :))
(BTW i was to publish a blog entry "your guardian angel" yesterday but chose not to. AND then today, in the lib elevator going up, Abby's iTouch randomly turned on and started playing a song..
it was "Your Guardian Angel" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
It's a /SIGN/. LOL!!!!!!!!)
....Like in a 發姣 state again. ;p
=> Memories/Moments:
~ This morning: cute little papillion i saw hurrying on its short little legs, occasionally grinning up at it's owner. XDD
~ Drank a large cup of Mo-Mo-Mo-Mo MoccachinO! (probably that's why i've been on a slight sugar high)
~ Hangout with Abby.
- with the Mo-Mo-Mo-Mo MOCCACHINO little jingle (rip off from GEE by SNSD)
- retelling stories of what happened on Tues. (later)
- random lady heard me and asked what the words "skux" and "skee" meant. I remember how i first found out the meaning "skee"...omg lol! == ah nostalgia... X)
- the story of how i bumped into Nashi Ape at the AV library yesterday. Mm.
Same messy ("electrified" according to Abby) hair, black jacket, in torn(?) jeans and converse shoes.... Anyway, J.J and i were lining up behind him, when he finally turned around, i didn't look at him. Eventually, I had to look away because i had this stupid smile that had crept up onto my face.
argh.
I could almost feel the "sparks flying" between us even though my back was to him. >>> OLD FLAME SHOULD DIE.
- Still on N.A "well you know him, he's like, cryptic" < I said that, and Abby burst out laughing!
Apparantly i said it in a "fluctuated" voice... similar to how those girls (more like B****es) from Mean Girls talk. I didn't know i spoke like that!? ==" Im not like those girls at all, and i wasn't mocking anyone! ><""""""""" Abby understands that. phew! ^^"
~ Saw something cute on FB recently. I like how the lights light up his face..so that on one side it is "warm" and the other side it is " cold". There's also a little, almost secret, smile on his face, which creates an image of sadness(?) on him...(don't know why but makes me feel like hugging him..?) Then again, it might be his "stoned"-look. ==
~ At my ftvms101 tute. Im glad i have Susanne as my tutor. She knows her stuff and her blunt/funny personality is a crack up! XD
- Watched the Kuleshov effect. It's a brilliant editing technique/// and also very funny.
I.E >BLANK MAN's FACE.
Soup.
>BLANK MAN's FACE.
Pretty Lady.
>BLANK MAN's FACE.
Girl in coffin.
=========> which means "hunger", "lust" and "sadness".... HAHAAHAHHAHAHaa
("Top Secret" is a funny film that i should look out for too. + "Scott Pilgrim VS the World" I'm keen for that!)
~ Bumping into college friends (Tina!! Tanya!! and Thanh Thanh!!! Have to distance myself from T.T though...don't want to catch anything. Poor T.T im discriminating you, i can't help it. ==")
~ Taking random photos.
~ Reading Lolita.. what a perverted writer! LOL. Gave me tingles. Mmm. (bad.bad.bad. Brrr this is bad! Arghh) Got stuck into it, even though I was hungry as hell + stomach cramps and was only spose to read up to CH 3. ==""
~ Well i saw P. at the library, i wasn't sure if it was him at first..
I recognized his jeans, sneakers and his bag... but his face, i keep on forgetting..? O.O"" Anyway, i said "hi" and commented on his hair.
SO RANDOM! I was secretly smiling to myself all that time, don't know if it shows on my face though. If it didn't, yay? haha. If yes, i would've looked like a luluuuuuuu... == I suffered another mind blank too.
~ Lol at the end of english111 lecture. Like 5mins before 6pm, everyone started leaving, Brian (the lecturor) kept on talking but of course he got drowned out! Sad but hahaha! XD Also there's no more screenings (can watch at AV lib), so i can go home early now. YUSSS. (...Though i think i should stay behind and work on my "good" work ethic. haha) X)
~ Balancing an artbook on my head.. while waiting for the bus. LOL.
When the bus finally came, the twins got on while i was still out (one step away), the bus driver had to move the bus forward to the busstop position, so i hopped onto the bus while it moved. A.P who was next in line, caught up easily while J.C gave a wave to the other people still lining up. haha.
~~~ ahh... I reckon i need a moccachino everyday. ~~~
Off topic:
~ I think Nashi Ape is still watching over me (i recognized how he *cough* suddenly, had the same mutual friend as me today..) like i am still checking up on his blog.
I leave related "bits" on my lil blog on FB concerning him, just in case.
I also like the idea of secretly observing ? and ?.
It's /not/ "stalking" coz i dont feel/think it that way (It's more like I care for them, but i can't show it to them...? So I'll hide. It's not a bad thing im doing, i think...) ==
I'll be their guardian angel...
>secretly hehe! :))
(BTW i was to publish a blog entry "your guardian angel" yesterday but chose not to. AND then today, in the lib elevator going up, Abby's iTouch randomly turned on and started playing a song..
it was "Your Guardian Angel" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
It's a /SIGN/. LOL!!!!!!!!)
Monday, August 9, 2010
The Stoning of Stephen.
^ from a bible story.....lol!
Ahahaha the stories i've heard from the people that attended the DV8 event....
...
..
.
I just want to...:
Say hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~
Mmmmmmmmmmmmm~
Go highhhhhhhhhhhh~
So i can touch the skyyyyyyyyyyyy~
Why can't I feel highhhhhhhhhhhhh?~
Don't know whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~
Goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Another alcohol related blog entry.
Forgive me again, dear blog, I am not going crazy.
However those people that drink to get "wasted"..
Idiots.
>:(
update:
- meet up with A.M, Y.Z and Marina again for Sleepover+Drinking..?
I dont think i'll be allowed... :(
Ahahaha the stories i've heard from the people that attended the DV8 event....
...
..
.
I just want to...:
Say hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~
Mmmmmmmmmmmmm~
Go highhhhhhhhhhhh~
So i can touch the skyyyyyyyyyyyy~
Why can't I feel highhhhhhhhhhhhh?~
Don't know whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~
Goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Another alcohol related blog entry.
Forgive me again, dear blog, I am not going crazy.
However those people that drink to get "wasted"..
Idiots.
>:(
update:
- meet up with A.M, Y.Z and Marina again for Sleepover+Drinking..?
I dont think i'll be allowed... :(
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Liquid Mountaineering
Saw a vid on FB on Liquid Mountaineering.
Men were wearing tights + plastic sneaker like sport shoes, and sprinting at an angle on water.
>> They managed to sprint 10+ steps /ON/ water.. O.O
Didn't know it was possible.
Cool.
Men were wearing tights + plastic sneaker like sport shoes, and sprinting at an angle on water.
>> They managed to sprint 10+ steps /ON/ water.. O.O
Didn't know it was possible.
Cool.
Inception
Watched this movie 2 times in a week. haha.
It's too good! :D
I'm amazed that the director- Christopher Nolan/screenwriters could've thought of the dream within a dream (..within a dream within a dream...>> 5 stage dream!) idea. Wow! :O
Even though there was an "unrealistic" element (i.e. the machine/technology that could link peoples dreams together..doesn't exist), that doesn't matter, during the movie I could imagine something like this happening..
If there was a game based on Inception, I could set out each characters's specialise/traits.
Cobb (Leonardo Di Caprio)= the calm leader, battling with inner conflict.
Arthur (Joseph G.Levitt)= the silent, skilled attacker. Cool. Expert in gadgets?
Ariadne (Ellen Page)= the artistic one, noob but matures.
Saito (Ken Watanabe)= the provider of money, useless one in the group.
Eames (Tom Hardy)= the theif. Loyal. Funny guy.
Yusuf (Dilep Rao)= the mad, but passionate, scientist.
(hm.. after watching the movie two times. I can only remember Ariadne, Mals and Saito's names. O.o)
...
Music is epic! Built up all this drama/action, really engaging.
The orchrestal music was low and loud esp. string quartet and brass instruments repeatedly playing the same melody, building to a crescendo.. if you were watching the movie, you would just know something EPIC will arrive soon!
Like every moment, the music is sooo heavy and epic?! :O
Ahaha I dont know any other word to describe it. My music knowledge is dying hoho. (Btw Christopher Nolan's movies all have similar /epic/ music running through them. I.e Batman/Dark knight/Prestige) XD
...
Notable Scenes/ Notes:
~ Slowmo scenes. E.g when the van was falling down. Had a LOT of scenes focusing on J.L. lol slowmo, the arms waving around HAHAHA
~ Fighting scene with J.L and the Fisher's mind guards was so cool! J.L would be fighting in one direction and then the next he would drop down to the side (shift of gravity), fight, and then tumble over to the ceiling etc. The fight scenes were flowing well so it looked as if J.L was free falling/fighting in all directions... I wonder how they made it? (what if they went to space to film it?!! THAT WOULD BE AWESOME!!!)
The fighting scene here was probably my favourite action moment out of the whole film.
~ o! in Ariadne's dream. (the world folding on itself.. Walking "sideways".)
~ the children/ flowing curtains scene. Those were scary! We always see behind the children...and those curtains flapping.. next to a pitch black open window.. Doesn't sound scary but it gave me (and a friend) the shivers. As if everytime i saw those 2 things, i expected Mal to come creeping/slinking in and kill someone.. O.O!! (scary knife scenes too)
~ I like Ariadne's totem. It's a gold bishop! I wonder why she chose the bishop..and not the queen? Maybe there are some meanings behind a bishop that relate back to her.
~ The whole concept of Inception/ Extraction.. again..how they were explaining to Saito/ the big "plan" (which involved 5 stage dreams) is confusing.. but i think i understand most of it now.
~ extra: according to P's friend, he/she thought that Cobb was still in limbo near the end of the movie (airport scene), because everyone was looking at him..? That's not true. The second time I watched the movie, I was focusing hard out on the faces of randoms and no one, except Cobb's friends, were looking/ staring back at him. So I don't think he was stuck in limbo. GOOD.
...
Question:
Doesn't everything we believe is from what we perceive?
Then... If several people were in the same dream, things could choose to appear differently to each other.
Cobb wasn't the architect in Yusef's dream (stage1) but he unconsciously added a freight train into the dream.
He changed the dream.
So, during battle scenes, why can't someone imagine a shield or easier imagine a building crushing the mind guards to death..? Mwahahaha
Oooo wait, if someone changes a dream too much than they get noticed...get /stared/ at...Loll
--I'm not sure what I'm trying to get out of this question.. If I think too much, I might get lost in limbo land. =.=
...
I hope the spinning top stops.
I think it does..
I remember when I first saw the trailer in cinemas, all that dramatic music, people in the cinema were laughing out loud. I did too.
But this movie is seriously brilliant!
If there's a sequel, I'm definitely watching it!!! XD
Extra:
~ sequel: I heard somewhere that's it's called the Extraction...? :o
With Abby and Ying (first time watching Inception)
~ ASIAN CRUISE= =><= ~~~~~~ Around south asia! (HK, China, Taiwan, Korea, Malaysia, Phillipines! )
~ 5 Legged chickens? XD?
Quote:
Y: Have you got the tickets?
A: Haha do we have chickens?
Y: no... tickets!!
A Have you got chickens?
Y + me= NO.
"Have we reserved chickens?" *seats*
A.M LOL!! XD
It's too good! :D
I'm amazed that the director- Christopher Nolan/screenwriters could've thought of the dream within a dream (..within a dream within a dream...>> 5 stage dream!) idea. Wow! :O
Even though there was an "unrealistic" element (i.e. the machine/technology that could link peoples dreams together..doesn't exist), that doesn't matter, during the movie I could imagine something like this happening..
If there was a game based on Inception, I could set out each characters's specialise/traits.
Cobb (Leonardo Di Caprio)= the calm leader, battling with inner conflict.
Arthur (Joseph G.Levitt)= the silent, skilled attacker. Cool. Expert in gadgets?
Ariadne (Ellen Page)= the artistic one, noob but matures.
Saito (Ken Watanabe)= the provider of money, useless one in the group.
Eames (Tom Hardy)= the theif. Loyal. Funny guy.
Yusuf (Dilep Rao)= the mad, but passionate, scientist.
(hm.. after watching the movie two times. I can only remember Ariadne, Mals and Saito's names. O.o)
...
Music is epic! Built up all this drama/action, really engaging.
The orchrestal music was low and loud esp. string quartet and brass instruments repeatedly playing the same melody, building to a crescendo.. if you were watching the movie, you would just know something EPIC will arrive soon!
Like every moment, the music is sooo heavy and epic?! :O
Ahaha I dont know any other word to describe it. My music knowledge is dying hoho. (Btw Christopher Nolan's movies all have similar /epic/ music running through them. I.e Batman/Dark knight/Prestige) XD
...
Notable Scenes/ Notes:
~ Slowmo scenes. E.g when the van was falling down. Had a LOT of scenes focusing on J.L. lol slowmo, the arms waving around HAHAHA
~ Fighting scene with J.L and the Fisher's mind guards was so cool! J.L would be fighting in one direction and then the next he would drop down to the side (shift of gravity), fight, and then tumble over to the ceiling etc. The fight scenes were flowing well so it looked as if J.L was free falling/fighting in all directions... I wonder how they made it? (what if they went to space to film it?!! THAT WOULD BE AWESOME!!!)
The fighting scene here was probably my favourite action moment out of the whole film.
~ o! in Ariadne's dream. (the world folding on itself.. Walking "sideways".)
~ the children/ flowing curtains scene. Those were scary! We always see behind the children...and those curtains flapping.. next to a pitch black open window.. Doesn't sound scary but it gave me (and a friend) the shivers. As if everytime i saw those 2 things, i expected Mal to come creeping/slinking in and kill someone.. O.O!! (scary knife scenes too)
~ I like Ariadne's totem. It's a gold bishop! I wonder why she chose the bishop..and not the queen? Maybe there are some meanings behind a bishop that relate back to her.
~ The whole concept of Inception/ Extraction.. again..how they were explaining to Saito/ the big "plan" (which involved 5 stage dreams) is confusing.. but i think i understand most of it now.
~ extra: according to P's friend, he/she thought that Cobb was still in limbo near the end of the movie (airport scene), because everyone was looking at him..? That's not true. The second time I watched the movie, I was focusing hard out on the faces of randoms and no one, except Cobb's friends, were looking/ staring back at him. So I don't think he was stuck in limbo. GOOD.
...
Question:
Doesn't everything we believe is from what we perceive?
Then... If several people were in the same dream, things could choose to appear differently to each other.
Cobb wasn't the architect in Yusef's dream (stage1) but he unconsciously added a freight train into the dream.
He changed the dream.
So, during battle scenes, why can't someone imagine a shield or easier imagine a building crushing the mind guards to death..? Mwahahaha
Oooo wait, if someone changes a dream too much than they get noticed...get /stared/ at...Loll
--I'm not sure what I'm trying to get out of this question.. If I think too much, I might get lost in limbo land. =.=
...
I hope the spinning top stops.
I think it does..
I remember when I first saw the trailer in cinemas, all that dramatic music, people in the cinema were laughing out loud. I did too.
But this movie is seriously brilliant!
If there's a sequel, I'm definitely watching it!!! XD
Extra:
~ sequel: I heard somewhere that's it's called the Extraction...? :o
With Abby and Ying (first time watching Inception)
~ ASIAN CRUISE= =><= ~~~~~~ Around south asia! (HK, China, Taiwan, Korea, Malaysia, Phillipines! )
~ 5 Legged chickens? XD?
Quote:
Y: Have you got the tickets?
A: Haha do we have chickens?
Y: no... tickets!!
A Have you got chickens?
Y + me= NO.
"Have we reserved chickens?" *seats*
A.M LOL!! XD
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Raddy's Farewell Party (and A Problem).
It was nice to meet up with Raddy, Ushi, Izzy, Michelle and Richard and also Tiffany, Mindy, Joanna, and Heiman. :)
We watched Inception and then had dinner at Rockfire. (Biggest burgers i've ever seen! Ive also improved eating a burger now.. the last time I was at Rockfire, I was using my hands to eat. But now im using cutlery.. >>CUTLERY to eat a BURGER. haha XO)
This will be the last day I will see Raddy till she leaves to go to Uni in Texas, Austin. Then I dunno when she'll come and visit us again.
Maybe when she has her summer holidays?
...
The Problem.
Well... I have no idea why everytime i'm with this group of friends i have on my worst social behaviour!
Ushi and Izzy are great talkers. Yes I shouldve joined in. But they were sitting in a bunch and i really couldn't be bothered joining in.
Occassionally there would be laugher and I would sit around and have a blank smile on my face. Having no idea what they were laughing at. ==
What they were saying was funny(?), but I didnt have the energy to laugh. It's not them, it's me. They have all this /energy/... and lol I was sitting opposite to M&R (a.k.a the couple) so I was trying to look anywhere but them. It's ehhhh... embarassing? when i see them cuddling around.. <.<"
After a while, we (me and M &R ) talked and they agreed we were the quiet ones. The /normal/ ones (maybe the boring ones loll. even the tables had a line that seperated us 3 from the rest of the group! It's a SIGN. But ah hem! i wasn't the one that thought of the "sign"!! R. did!! hahaha)
He even said I should join the group and buy a T-shirt lol.
...
Some info from About.Com
Introverts
~Carol Bainbridge
INTROVERT: A person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
- An introvert is not simply a person who is shy. Being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness.
- Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
- Introverts concerned with the inner world of the mind. Enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. Avoid social situations because being around people "drains" their energy. Even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, EG a party, they need time alone to "recharge."
- When introverts want to be alone, it is not a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.
- Those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.
...
^Introvert me? I think I have that. =="
I guess Im no fun with them. Call me anti-social yea whatever.
That is only half true.
My social behaviour really depends on who im with.
> With a few friends (that are not too "energetic") I feel most comfortable with. :)
So yea, Im gonna be honest and say I dont particularly enjoy hanging out with U.S, I.H, R.K and Co. as much as with some of my other friends.
I /like/ them...but something with me just doesn't connect with them.
hmm.
Update:
- August 8th.
Raddy came over to my house. We talked for a while.
It really hit me then how sad it is that she's leaving. I asked when she'll come back.. but she didnt give me a straightup answer. We may not be best friends, but everything we did, memories, are coming back. (40hr famine collections for 4years, sleepovers, "shopping", Jingle moments, bike days, her bday parties...just Raddy behaviour!) :(
I wish i hadn't been so anti-social last night, but i think this afternoon i made it up back to her.
HUGS. :')
We watched Inception and then had dinner at Rockfire. (Biggest burgers i've ever seen! Ive also improved eating a burger now.. the last time I was at Rockfire, I was using my hands to eat. But now im using cutlery.. >>CUTLERY to eat a BURGER. haha XO)
This will be the last day I will see Raddy till she leaves to go to Uni in Texas, Austin. Then I dunno when she'll come and visit us again.
Maybe when she has her summer holidays?
...
The Problem.
Well... I have no idea why everytime i'm with this group of friends i have on my worst social behaviour!
Ushi and Izzy are great talkers. Yes I shouldve joined in. But they were sitting in a bunch and i really couldn't be bothered joining in.
Occassionally there would be laugher and I would sit around and have a blank smile on my face. Having no idea what they were laughing at. ==
What they were saying was funny(?), but I didnt have the energy to laugh. It's not them, it's me. They have all this /energy/... and lol I was sitting opposite to M&R (a.k.a the couple) so I was trying to look anywhere but them. It's ehhhh... embarassing? when i see them cuddling around.. <.<"
After a while, we (me and M &R ) talked and they agreed we were the quiet ones. The /normal/ ones (maybe the boring ones loll. even the tables had a line that seperated us 3 from the rest of the group! It's a SIGN. But ah hem! i wasn't the one that thought of the "sign"!! R. did!! hahaha)
He even said I should join the group and buy a T-shirt lol.
...
Some info from About.Com
Introverts
~Carol Bainbridge
INTROVERT: A person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
- An introvert is not simply a person who is shy. Being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness.
- Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
- Introverts concerned with the inner world of the mind. Enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. Avoid social situations because being around people "drains" their energy. Even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, EG a party, they need time alone to "recharge."
- When introverts want to be alone, it is not a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.
- Those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.
...
^Introvert me? I think I have that. =="
I guess Im no fun with them. Call me anti-social yea whatever.
That is only half true.
My social behaviour really depends on who im with.
> With a few friends (that are not too "energetic") I feel most comfortable with. :)
So yea, Im gonna be honest and say I dont particularly enjoy hanging out with U.S, I.H, R.K and Co. as much as with some of my other friends.
I /like/ them...but something with me just doesn't connect with them.
hmm.
Update:
- August 8th.
Raddy came over to my house. We talked for a while.
It really hit me then how sad it is that she's leaving. I asked when she'll come back.. but she didnt give me a straightup answer. We may not be best friends, but everything we did, memories, are coming back. (40hr famine collections for 4years, sleepovers, "shopping", Jingle moments, bike days, her bday parties...just Raddy behaviour!) :(
I wish i hadn't been so anti-social last night, but i think this afternoon i made it up back to her.
HUGS. :')
Friday, August 6, 2010
Friday 2: ASSignment
So...
In the FTVMS101 lecture...
there was a replay of Battle Potemkin, with the mother (who doesn't look like a /mother/) and the little boy that got trodded on...again.
..............HAHAHAHAAA.
><"
Also I texted M.T where he was sitting at.
(Why isn't he on our bus anymore? Is he avoiding us? O.O)
He replied asap. And i found out where he was sitting, and lol i also noticed P.
...
Met G.L before the screening. I was explaining I couldn't go to K.Rave because of the film screening, plus work on my arthist106 assignment- which I found out it was due next monday! Arrghhh. (Knew this morning on the bus, had a nagging feeling on the back of my mind.. something due in /4/ weeks time? T.G I brought my coursebook and checked when it was due..>>IT IS DUE in /WEEK/ 4. MONDAY. 2PM. sheba!). Also I mentioned to G that I hope to see P again, and G was like "ooooooo..Take it slow" in canton.
?!!! and I replied "okayyyyyyyy" lol!*
...
The screening: lol KING KONG!!
Love the 1933 version of K.K!! It combines all these drama/cheesy scenes which is soooooo dryyyyyyyyy- But that's alright, I like dry jokes! XD
And during the 1930s, the "jokes" probably wasn't meant to be funny at all.
(...Knowing this makes watching it MORE hilarious HAHAHAHA!)
Funny Moments:
~ Screaming Ann, and her dialogue parts LOL // her breathy voice sounds similar to Cindy (from S.Ms)?
~ K.K. the CU's of his face, the freaky eyes and that grinning gorilla mouth!
~ That random asian guy (Charlie?) on board "Everybody on deck! Everybody on deck!".
~ Ending lines: "Police Lieutenant: Well, Denham, the airplanes got him.
Carl Denham: Oh no, it wasn't the airplanes. It was //beauty// killed the beast." LOL
~>> Actually pretty much ALL of the dialogue parts were funny! ♥
...
Another meet up with P. :)
We went sculpture hunting! :D
Sculptures: I knew where the "twins" were and sorta knew where "toa pasifika" was located. But the "Maori Warrior" caught my eye first.
The Maori Warrior was down on lower queens st.
I hate walking in places in the city where im not familiar with, by myself, and esp. at night. (I can't say im bad at directions coz I can probably retrace my steps and wont get lost.) Anyway, t.g P agreed to come along. phew! haha
Moments/notes:
~ Saying my chinese name. brrrrr there was a serious accent problem there. But it sounds so cute when people that don't speak canton attempt to say my name! XD
~ Counting ZUMBA MALE dancers lolllllll (Briefly counted 4.)
~ I think I told him "Do you want to go toilet?" I should have said "Do you need to go toilet?" and should've explained that we might be out later than i expect. Like in case, coz I usually say that to friends.
um actually... I dont think I'll ever say that again!! Not to guys anyway/ What a weird thing to say! =="
~ At one point, when we both noticed the Queens St. sign, I nearly went left, but the right way was RIGHT (according to P and he was right).
If i was by myself i WOULD HAVE gone left! (higher n0. means lower end. vice versa. NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND... idiot.). gamble gamble. Take a risk. Take a risk.
~ HULU Cat.. I want to try it sometime! And Mrs Higgins, buy one get one free cookie at 9pm sounds nice. O yea i found out P drinks..?? <.< yay?!! <.<
As we were walking (more like fast walking), it got hot. I noticed his sleeves were up.. and then I remembered this quote "Take my strong hand."
I think that's from Scary Movie 2? I dunno why it came up in my mind LOL.
~ Sometime at the last sculpture, I was busy taking photos. After I finished and written down some notes.. I turned around and he. was. gone.
WTF.
I looked around, it was dark, except for a few lamp lights there. I didn't want to walk away in case he came back. So...just me, and this big bright orange tiki face next to me.
hm/ Meep.
I was just about to text him when a couple of seconds later, he reappeared again!
>>> W.T.F!! O.O
(thinking about it now, I'll probably be able to write a lot more for the tiki face sculpture than the maori warrior one! And after all that searching ==" oh well. good exercise! Taking an alternate route back to campus was fun too.)
I felt bad in asking him to join me (he had an assignment to do too.. OGG closes at 8pm?), but at the same time I'm really glad for his company. :)
I only see him once a week, but i'll treasure the times we'll have.
It might be our last semester together.
Extra:
* Cmon we're not dating! Well unless you count the Fridays we spend together.. around city.. Like tonight? Does eating subway together count? Lol//
It was uni work related. ==
~ Insecurities bah. Get my priorities sorted out first! >:(
In the FTVMS101 lecture...
there was a replay of Battle Potemkin, with the mother (who doesn't look like a /mother/) and the little boy that got trodded on...again.
..............HAHAHAHAAA.
><"
Also I texted M.T where he was sitting at.
(Why isn't he on our bus anymore? Is he avoiding us? O.O)
He replied asap. And i found out where he was sitting, and lol i also noticed P.
...
Met G.L before the screening. I was explaining I couldn't go to K.Rave because of the film screening, plus work on my arthist106 assignment- which I found out it was due next monday! Arrghhh. (Knew this morning on the bus, had a nagging feeling on the back of my mind.. something due in /4/ weeks time? T.G I brought my coursebook and checked when it was due..>>IT IS DUE in /WEEK/ 4. MONDAY. 2PM. sheba!). Also I mentioned to G that I hope to see P again, and G was like "ooooooo..Take it slow" in canton.
?!!! and I replied "okayyyyyyyy" lol!*
...
The screening: lol KING KONG!!
Love the 1933 version of K.K!! It combines all these drama/cheesy scenes which is soooooo dryyyyyyyyy- But that's alright, I like dry jokes! XD
And during the 1930s, the "jokes" probably wasn't meant to be funny at all.
(...Knowing this makes watching it MORE hilarious HAHAHAHA!)
Funny Moments:
~ Screaming Ann, and her dialogue parts LOL // her breathy voice sounds similar to Cindy (from S.Ms)?
~ K.K. the CU's of his face, the freaky eyes and that grinning gorilla mouth!
~ That random asian guy (Charlie?) on board "Everybody on deck! Everybody on deck!".
~ Ending lines: "Police Lieutenant: Well, Denham, the airplanes got him.
Carl Denham: Oh no, it wasn't the airplanes. It was //beauty// killed the beast." LOL
~>> Actually pretty much ALL of the dialogue parts were funny! ♥
...
Another meet up with P. :)
We went sculpture hunting! :D
Sculptures: I knew where the "twins" were and sorta knew where "toa pasifika" was located. But the "Maori Warrior" caught my eye first.
The Maori Warrior was down on lower queens st.
I hate walking in places in the city where im not familiar with, by myself, and esp. at night. (I can't say im bad at directions coz I can probably retrace my steps and wont get lost.) Anyway, t.g P agreed to come along. phew! haha
Moments/notes:
~ Saying my chinese name. brrrrr there was a serious accent problem there. But it sounds so cute when people that don't speak canton attempt to say my name! XD
~ Counting ZUMBA MALE dancers lolllllll (Briefly counted 4.)
~ I think I told him "Do you want to go toilet?" I should have said "Do you need to go toilet?" and should've explained that we might be out later than i expect. Like in case, coz I usually say that to friends.
um actually... I dont think I'll ever say that again!! Not to guys anyway/ What a weird thing to say! =="
~ At one point, when we both noticed the Queens St. sign, I nearly went left, but the right way was RIGHT (according to P and he was right).
If i was by myself i WOULD HAVE gone left! (higher n0. means lower end. vice versa. NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND... idiot.). gamble gamble. Take a risk. Take a risk.
~ HULU Cat.. I want to try it sometime! And Mrs Higgins, buy one get one free cookie at 9pm sounds nice. O yea i found out P drinks..?? <.< yay?!! <.<
As we were walking (more like fast walking), it got hot. I noticed his sleeves were up.. and then I remembered this quote "Take my strong hand."
I think that's from Scary Movie 2? I dunno why it came up in my mind LOL.
~ Sometime at the last sculpture, I was busy taking photos. After I finished and written down some notes.. I turned around and he. was. gone.
WTF.
I looked around, it was dark, except for a few lamp lights there. I didn't want to walk away in case he came back. So...just me, and this big bright orange tiki face next to me.
hm/ Meep.
I was just about to text him when a couple of seconds later, he reappeared again!
>>> W.T.F!! O.O
(thinking about it now, I'll probably be able to write a lot more for the tiki face sculpture than the maori warrior one! And after all that searching ==" oh well. good exercise! Taking an alternate route back to campus was fun too.)
I felt bad in asking him to join me (he had an assignment to do too.. OGG closes at 8pm?), but at the same time I'm really glad for his company. :)
I only see him once a week, but i'll treasure the times we'll have.
It might be our last semester together.
Extra:
* Cmon we're not dating! Well unless you count the Fridays we spend together.. around city.. Like tonight? Does eating subway together count? Lol//
It was uni work related. ==
~ Insecurities bah. Get my priorities sorted out first! >:(
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Dont Get Too Emotional. Cheer Up.
Oh..
I just read his latest blog entry... and what he said melted my heart. :o
No, it wasn't meant for me. It was what he said and what he did that was touching, it's genuine and I believe him. (******, you silly guy, why would you cry? :( )
He's out of my life... but I'll get to see him probably once a week?
Im gonna keep a collection of what's he's said that I liked.
START: April 4 2010.
~~~
"Roswell. You know that TV series about those aliens who go to high school? Yeah, that one.
‘My colleagues and I were just appreciating your wonderful overbite.’
Makes Twilight look silly. Love it." - roswell -
~~~
"The lyrics for this song are amazing? Question mark for effect? It’s definitely my favourite Hendrix song, but this song is so cavalier, fearless and fearful at the same time. Incredibly fragile and bold, ahhhh.
‘All these emotions of mine keep holding me from giving my life to a rainbow like you…’" - bold as love -
~~~
"Seldom do I stop in my tracks and go, ‘Wow, this music is confronting me, it’s simultaneously paralyzing and moving, inspiring and immobilising, triumphant and tragic…’" - the tallest man on earth -
~~~
"As we move into the second half of the year, and winter, I’m switching over to the ’shot-gun’ approach, where I take the albums or artists I’m really interested in and listen to them again and again. It’s an organic process, as I think at some point your head and heart reach maximum density, and you have to start digging deeper for more space." - listenography A -
~~~
"Sometimes you watch films you like, and films you don’t like, and you can talk about why. But sometimes you just watch films that say something true, and then all that other stuff becomes less important. A Serious Man is one of those films. Some true shit goin’ on here yo! Definitely recommended." - a serious man -
~~~
"You know you’ve made a good film when a grown man cries for the last 15 minutes of its duration and feels compelled to buy a figurine of the central character even though the film is the concluding chapter of the series." - toy story 3 -
~~~
"...but I could never get inside her head/heart." - more films i saw in july -
~~~
"Let this be a lesson learnt on how not to make a music documentary."
- it might get loud -
~~~
"Then last night, while trying to figure out a dilemma regarding the general direction of my life, I decided to just not think about it, and instead work on the song ’sketch’ I’ve been toying with for the past few weeks. And all of a sudden, I felt like everything that came before was rushing forwards, and everything that was about to happen pushing backwards… it was like I had my back to the past, and the future pressing at my hands, and I was using all of my strength to hold it all together." - genuine inspiration -
~~~
FINISH: August 5th 2010.
(?)
Anyway, like what he said.
Back to work.
I just read his latest blog entry... and what he said melted my heart. :o
No, it wasn't meant for me. It was what he said and what he did that was touching, it's genuine and I believe him. (******, you silly guy, why would you cry? :( )
He's out of my life... but I'll get to see him probably once a week?
Im gonna keep a collection of what's he's said that I liked.
START: April 4 2010.
~~~
"Roswell. You know that TV series about those aliens who go to high school? Yeah, that one.
‘My colleagues and I were just appreciating your wonderful overbite.’
Makes Twilight look silly. Love it." - roswell -
~~~
"The lyrics for this song are amazing? Question mark for effect? It’s definitely my favourite Hendrix song, but this song is so cavalier, fearless and fearful at the same time. Incredibly fragile and bold, ahhhh.
‘All these emotions of mine keep holding me from giving my life to a rainbow like you…’" - bold as love -
~~~
"Seldom do I stop in my tracks and go, ‘Wow, this music is confronting me, it’s simultaneously paralyzing and moving, inspiring and immobilising, triumphant and tragic…’" - the tallest man on earth -
~~~
"As we move into the second half of the year, and winter, I’m switching over to the ’shot-gun’ approach, where I take the albums or artists I’m really interested in and listen to them again and again. It’s an organic process, as I think at some point your head and heart reach maximum density, and you have to start digging deeper for more space." - listenography A -
~~~
"Sometimes you watch films you like, and films you don’t like, and you can talk about why. But sometimes you just watch films that say something true, and then all that other stuff becomes less important. A Serious Man is one of those films. Some true shit goin’ on here yo! Definitely recommended." - a serious man -
~~~
"You know you’ve made a good film when a grown man cries for the last 15 minutes of its duration and feels compelled to buy a figurine of the central character even though the film is the concluding chapter of the series." - toy story 3 -
~~~
"...but I could never get inside her head/heart." - more films i saw in july -
~~~
"Let this be a lesson learnt on how not to make a music documentary."
- it might get loud -
~~~
"Then last night, while trying to figure out a dilemma regarding the general direction of my life, I decided to just not think about it, and instead work on the song ’sketch’ I’ve been toying with for the past few weeks. And all of a sudden, I felt like everything that came before was rushing forwards, and everything that was about to happen pushing backwards… it was like I had my back to the past, and the future pressing at my hands, and I was using all of my strength to hold it all together." - genuine inspiration -
~~~
FINISH: August 5th 2010.
(?)
Anyway, like what he said.
Back to work.
The Second Irony
SHiT.
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit...
The other day, I was mentioning to Abby how funny it was that Nashi Ape was sitting in front of me and P was behind me...and that they dont know each other.
WELL ScReW that!
Just glad they dont know the connection they have with each other
...involving nashi pear.
Update:
-Love 三角形...?
> NEVER!!!!!!
-I will never be 花 心. Cant say the same for P and some of my other friends though. *cough cough A.M cough!*
~~~
"No feelings will come across others until you put them through words."
~From CardCaptor Sakura (Jap translation)
.................................................or actions. O.O??
~~~
"This is my 3rd time testing on you
I’ve promised myself
This will be the last
If… he still doesn’t understand me
I’ll leave quietly."
~ From TANK 專屬天使 mv. (Chinese translation~ Ella)
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit...
The other day, I was mentioning to Abby how funny it was that Nashi Ape was sitting in front of me and P was behind me...and that they dont know each other.
WELL ScReW that!
Just glad they dont know the connection they have with each other
...involving nashi pear.
Update:
-Love 三角形...?
> NEVER!!!!!!
-I will never be 花 心. Cant say the same for P and some of my other friends though. *cough cough A.M cough!*
~~~
"No feelings will come across others until you put them through words."
~From CardCaptor Sakura (Jap translation)
.................................................or actions. O.O??
~~~
"This is my 3rd time testing on you
I’ve promised myself
This will be the last
If… he still doesn’t understand me
I’ll leave quietly."
~ From TANK 專屬天使 mv. (Chinese translation~ Ella)
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Mini Bday Celebration
Who: Gina, Yolanda, Sylvia, Leo and me.
When: 12-1pm
Where: Quad
I had a plan.
Organise a cake to be made for Gina (thanks to Yolanda~~ ^^), and we'll celebrate together!
But.
Omg I mucked up the times Gina would be free... All i remember that afternoon was that I was juggling time between texting Yo. and Sylvia where to meet.. First OGG then quad. Then back to OGG. Then Quad. AND then FINALLY back to OGG!!
I was also trying to finish writing the bday card/ftvms tute sheet while trying to eat fish and chips... might've smeared some on the card too...=="
Lol it may not seema lot of things to do at once but im kinda a slow texter, need to think a long time to write a decent loving bday card (memories.. THINK THINK) and overall trying to make the "mini celebration" a success.
(I remebered when i got Gina's reply that she'll be free at 1pm /not 12/, I was thinking "Yes!! An extra hour to work with.." lol!!)
So the plan should look like this:
Who: Gina, Sylvia, Yolanda, Me.
When: 1pm-2pm
Where: OGG, 3rd level.
Turns out Leo lied in coming... "C you tomorrow!" on FB< LIAR!!
Sylvia and me were hardout trying to think about what to write on our cards.
and lolll no one bought napkins/forks/knife... so ah hem... ahem...Sylvia and me... walked casually into Spicers and ah hem.. hem,. grabbed some forks (wow so high quality plastic!) and knives (wooden!) and walked caually out again. No one suspected us of anything... >:)
Later on, when Gina arrived... we found out we needed napkins...
SO... Sylvia and me walked casually into Spicers again.. and grabbed a whole lot of napkins!! And walked out again lol.
I felt guilty but LOL turns out G. told me her little story in canton: "When i need napkins I go to this place *hand swiping motions* and get some. And when i feel like going into this place then i go in and *hand swiping motions again* hehe!"
I dont feel so bad then... it really is a good idea!!
(note: If you dont buy any food at that place in quad. It cost 20c to get a fork!)
Extra:
~ To the close friends I've told what happened that day... They thought I shouldve done what I've thought I shouldve done! (Sweet.. But at that time I had a mind blank and must've ignored him.. and kept on walking.. OuCH.)
As I was retelling my story, I mustve been grinning/smiling alot cause they said I was in a "發姣" state.. Loll...
~According to Yo. If a guy says their hands are cold.. they're gay?!! WTF.
But I agree that guys that always say "OMG" and "la" are gay. It sounds GAY. LOL.
(just think about those gay guys that always say "OMg' on reality TV shows. Usually on fashion shows.== Gay, but brilliant, designers...:D)
~Gina tried to record something I burst out.. Of course I didnt repeat it again! So she just imitated my voice saying something i'll never say to ?. At least not in canton anyway hahaaaaa.
~ Is this a "暗恋"...?
I feel like a flower idiot even though nothing has happened.
When: 12-1pm
Where: Quad
I had a plan.
Organise a cake to be made for Gina (thanks to Yolanda~~ ^^), and we'll celebrate together!
But.
Omg I mucked up the times Gina would be free... All i remember that afternoon was that I was juggling time between texting Yo. and Sylvia where to meet.. First OGG then quad. Then back to OGG. Then Quad. AND then FINALLY back to OGG!!
I was also trying to finish writing the bday card/ftvms tute sheet while trying to eat fish and chips... might've smeared some on the card too...=="
Lol it may not seema lot of things to do at once but im kinda a slow texter, need to think a long time to write a decent loving bday card (memories.. THINK THINK) and overall trying to make the "mini celebration" a success.
(I remebered when i got Gina's reply that she'll be free at 1pm /not 12/, I was thinking "Yes!! An extra hour to work with.." lol!!)
So the plan should look like this:
Who: Gina, Sylvia, Yolanda, Me.
When: 1pm-2pm
Where: OGG, 3rd level.
Turns out Leo lied in coming... "C you tomorrow!" on FB< LIAR!!
Sylvia and me were hardout trying to think about what to write on our cards.
and lolll no one bought napkins/forks/knife... so ah hem... ahem...Sylvia and me... walked casually into Spicers and ah hem.. hem,. grabbed some forks (wow so high quality plastic!) and knives (wooden!) and walked caually out again. No one suspected us of anything... >:)
Later on, when Gina arrived... we found out we needed napkins...
SO... Sylvia and me walked casually into Spicers again.. and grabbed a whole lot of napkins!! And walked out again lol.
I felt guilty but LOL turns out G. told me her little story in canton: "When i need napkins I go to this place *hand swiping motions* and get some. And when i feel like going into this place then i go in and *hand swiping motions again* hehe!"
I dont feel so bad then... it really is a good idea!!
(note: If you dont buy any food at that place in quad. It cost 20c to get a fork!)
Extra:
~ To the close friends I've told what happened that day... They thought I shouldve done what I've thought I shouldve done! (Sweet.. But at that time I had a mind blank and must've ignored him.. and kept on walking.. OuCH.)
As I was retelling my story, I mustve been grinning/smiling alot cause they said I was in a "發姣" state.. Loll...
~According to Yo. If a guy says their hands are cold.. they're gay?!! WTF.
But I agree that guys that always say "OMG" and "la" are gay. It sounds GAY. LOL.
(just think about those gay guys that always say "OMg' on reality TV shows. Usually on fashion shows.== Gay, but brilliant, designers...:D)
~Gina tried to record something I burst out.. Of course I didnt repeat it again! So she just imitated my voice saying something i'll never say to ?. At least not in canton anyway hahaaaaa.
~ Is this a "暗恋"...?
I feel like a flower idiot even though nothing has happened.
Kindred Spirits
>>You know you've found a kindred spirit when you can talk to someone about absolutely anything (the connection /and/ trust) and that you wont feel embarassed/silly at all?
Well Ive found my lastest kindred spirit..
and that's Abby!
I'm glad I took the courage to introduce myself and got to know her in that FTVMS opening day.
We're studying different pathways... me: Arts, Abby: Commerce/Arts, and we were spose to be united in film studies/FTVMS! But sadly it didnt work out. :(
The good side is that we're still able to hang out regularly!
I actually like hanging out with her, Ying and Marina... maybe even more than my college friends... haha. (I've also given a group name for us: "Alcohol Buddies!" LOL cause we're not like that at all... or how about Asian Alcoholics? >;) )
...
Question:
Imagine not making any friends at all in your classes/lectures during the first sem of uni?
Loneliness AND being a noob is a horrible feeling.
...
So Abby if you're reading this...
I LOVE YOU!!!
(/not/ lesbian love but kindred spirit/friend love.)
:D
Quote:
"Kindred spirits are not so scarce as I used to think. It's splendid to find out there are so many of them in the world."
— L.M. Montgomery (from Anne of Green Gables)
♥
Well Ive found my lastest kindred spirit..
and that's Abby!
I'm glad I took the courage to introduce myself and got to know her in that FTVMS opening day.
We're studying different pathways... me: Arts, Abby: Commerce/Arts, and we were spose to be united in film studies/FTVMS! But sadly it didnt work out. :(
The good side is that we're still able to hang out regularly!
I actually like hanging out with her, Ying and Marina... maybe even more than my college friends... haha. (I've also given a group name for us: "Alcohol Buddies!" LOL cause we're not like that at all... or how about Asian Alcoholics? >;) )
...
Question:
Imagine not making any friends at all in your classes/lectures during the first sem of uni?
Loneliness AND being a noob is a horrible feeling.
...
So Abby if you're reading this...
I LOVE YOU!!!
(/not/ lesbian love but kindred spirit/friend love.)
:D
Quote:
"Kindred spirits are not so scarce as I used to think. It's splendid to find out there are so many of them in the world."
— L.M. Montgomery (from Anne of Green Gables)
♥
Monday, August 2, 2010
Cemetary Visit
I never expected to go to the cemetary as part of uni work.
It's for ArtHistory106: Antique since Antiquity: Images and Ideas.
It was a nice day. Bit cloudy and wet, but overall a nice day.
During the visit, I felt the urge to text my friends that I was at the cemetary.
They texted back:
"What?!!!"/ "What are you doing there?!!"/ "Say What?"/ "Wat cemetary?" etc.etc.
The other common result was: "Wrong person I think"/ "Not meant for me?"
Random ones:
"Tell ***** she wont beat me. Thx."
and
"Hi adrianna. Thats good to know. Do you want me to come?"
(LOL!)
...
We were examining this gravestone with an angel, and the tutor was reading who died.. "Here lies John Smith..."
> A girl snorted at the sound of the name.
huh... funny.
...
At first the visit was fun, but then I noticed the people died really young.. like 6 weeks or several days. More like toddlers/babies.
So sad!!
What's even more sad is that I didnt bring my camera...
so i have to go to the cemetary again!!
That is a scary thought... examining gravestones...
....all by myself...
meep.
O.O
Update:
- 3rd Aug. Went to the cemetary again... this time with friends! I AMBUSHed them though, cause they didnt know why I was meeting them for...(meet at Subway was the text, innocent enough right?)
The trip was even more scary the second time... I had to find symbols to analyse for my arthist 2nd assignment, and I couldnt help but also read who/when passed away...O.O
Plus the weather was gloomy and rainy. BRRRRR!!!
- Synonyms to use:
~Deceased instead of "the dead"
~Passed away instead of "died"
It's for ArtHistory106: Antique since Antiquity: Images and Ideas.
It was a nice day. Bit cloudy and wet, but overall a nice day.
During the visit, I felt the urge to text my friends that I was at the cemetary.
They texted back:
"What?!!!"/ "What are you doing there?!!"/ "Say What?"/ "Wat cemetary?" etc.etc.
The other common result was: "Wrong person I think"/ "Not meant for me?"
Random ones:
"Tell ***** she wont beat me. Thx."
and
"Hi adrianna. Thats good to know. Do you want me to come?"
(LOL!)
...
We were examining this gravestone with an angel, and the tutor was reading who died.. "Here lies John Smith..."
> A girl snorted at the sound of the name.
huh... funny.
...
At first the visit was fun, but then I noticed the people died really young.. like 6 weeks or several days. More like toddlers/babies.
So sad!!
What's even more sad is that I didnt bring my camera...
so i have to go to the cemetary again!!
That is a scary thought... examining gravestones...
....all by myself...
meep.
O.O
Update:
- 3rd Aug. Went to the cemetary again... this time with friends! I AMBUSHed them though, cause they didnt know why I was meeting them for...(meet at Subway was the text, innocent enough right?)
The trip was even more scary the second time... I had to find symbols to analyse for my arthist 2nd assignment, and I couldnt help but also read who/when passed away...O.O
Plus the weather was gloomy and rainy. BRRRRR!!!
- Synonyms to use:
~Deceased instead of "the dead"
~Passed away instead of "died"
Sunday, August 1, 2010
August 01 2010
>>> Well this day has marked a whole month of blogging.
~Firstly, want to thankyou Abby for getting me thinking about blogging!
I really really REALLY like my blog. Even more so than going on FB! :)
Visually it's pleasing to the eye- the shades of pink are so nice and warm to look at, imagine as if I'm sitting in a cosy little room (with baby pink wallpaper.. no pink is NOT my fav colour!!) with a pen in my hand (black ink), a brown leather notebook lying open, sipping coffee (Moca. hehe recent habit.)...and lying back in a large armchair (shaped like a giant egg? or those comfy, soft old-fashioned ones). Preferably raining outside...Ahh.
...Instead of sitting in front of the computer in a cold corner of the house, with family friends playing mahjong next door! haha~ X)
~Some of the blog entries I've wrote are really random, some are more personal and come from my heart, while some are just plain LOL when I read them back! XD
I thought I would only write a couple of entries a month but i've suprised myself.
(25 in a month..)
Some events are too "good" to be left out and have to be written down!! I've tried to be as creative as possible...cause I plan to read "Me. Myself. and I" in the future and reminisce~~ I.e "hey! Good times!" XD
(Sometimes I really do have a bad memory. I dont want to forget those memories... even if they were once bad memories. hm. I'll learn from them..) :o
~ hm.. I've also used alot of codewords in my blog/mini blog on FB... that's really annoying. =="
I "sense" sometimes people are reading this..? Or maybe it's a coincidence?
If I was an outsider looking in... I'll be thinking "huh silly girl musings/ writing". =..= I might publish who "they" are one day... when I get over this BS. It might even be better if they didnt know who they are/who im talking about. Lol, it'll be my "dirty little secret"... >:)
...
Off Topic:
~This is also the day of S.S's 19th bday.
I remember what he wrote on the day (...night) of my 18th bday on FB last year.
haha a happy bday msg at 12am.. So sweet! :)
He has "deactivated" his FB account now. (or maybe even deleted it! x.x) So I couldnt do the same on his wall. But i always promised myself I would do the same and I've kept that promise. Except now the msg is my FB status lol. XD
~ ♥ LOVE WITHOUT TALKING ♥
This is a title of a 12:12min vid clip i noticed on FB...
The title got me interested (T.G), cause when I started the first 3mins I was looking at the guy and thinking..wow he looks so "無聊". So shy and looking away from girls. I was tempted to stop watching.. but then there was this scene where he was in the kitchen preparing a meal as dinner, a missed out call/msg was being played in the background- From his parents saying cheerfully "///We are out /blah blah laugh blah//Oh you must be hanging out with your girlfriends now~~ ahahaha!"
>> There was no GF. He was all alone in the empty apartment. As the msg played, I saw his face, I could tell his face "fell" and his whole posture slumped.. very depressing. :(
So I kept watching to see what would happen to him.. I'm glad I did!
I wont say anymore. All 12:12mins of the vid, I find so sweeeeeet~~ :D
Lol it gives "single" people hope! XD
~Firstly, want to thankyou Abby for getting me thinking about blogging!
I really really REALLY like my blog. Even more so than going on FB! :)
Visually it's pleasing to the eye- the shades of pink are so nice and warm to look at, imagine as if I'm sitting in a cosy little room (with baby pink wallpaper.. no pink is NOT my fav colour!!) with a pen in my hand (black ink), a brown leather notebook lying open, sipping coffee (Moca. hehe recent habit.)...and lying back in a large armchair (shaped like a giant egg? or those comfy, soft old-fashioned ones). Preferably raining outside...Ahh.
...Instead of sitting in front of the computer in a cold corner of the house, with family friends playing mahjong next door! haha~ X)
~Some of the blog entries I've wrote are really random, some are more personal and come from my heart, while some are just plain LOL when I read them back! XD
I thought I would only write a couple of entries a month but i've suprised myself.
(25 in a month..)
Some events are too "good" to be left out and have to be written down!! I've tried to be as creative as possible...cause I plan to read "Me. Myself. and I" in the future and reminisce~~ I.e "hey! Good times!" XD
(Sometimes I really do have a bad memory. I dont want to forget those memories... even if they were once bad memories. hm. I'll learn from them..) :o
~ hm.. I've also used alot of codewords in my blog/mini blog on FB... that's really annoying. =="
I "sense" sometimes people are reading this..? Or maybe it's a coincidence?
If I was an outsider looking in... I'll be thinking "huh silly girl musings/ writing". =..= I might publish who "they" are one day... when I get over this BS. It might even be better if they didnt know who they are/who im talking about. Lol, it'll be my "dirty little secret"... >:)
...
Off Topic:
~This is also the day of S.S's 19th bday.
I remember what he wrote on the day (...night) of my 18th bday on FB last year.
haha a happy bday msg at 12am.. So sweet! :)
He has "deactivated" his FB account now. (or maybe even deleted it! x.x) So I couldnt do the same on his wall. But i always promised myself I would do the same and I've kept that promise. Except now the msg is my FB status lol. XD
~ ♥ LOVE WITHOUT TALKING ♥
This is a title of a 12:12min vid clip i noticed on FB...
The title got me interested (T.G), cause when I started the first 3mins I was looking at the guy and thinking..wow he looks so "無聊". So shy and looking away from girls. I was tempted to stop watching.. but then there was this scene where he was in the kitchen preparing a meal as dinner, a missed out call/msg was being played in the background- From his parents saying cheerfully "///We are out /blah blah laugh blah//Oh you must be hanging out with your girlfriends now~~ ahahaha!"
>> There was no GF. He was all alone in the empty apartment. As the msg played, I saw his face, I could tell his face "fell" and his whole posture slumped.. very depressing. :(
So I kept watching to see what would happen to him.. I'm glad I did!
I wont say anymore. All 12:12mins of the vid, I find so sweeeeeet~~ :D
Lol it gives "single" people hope! XD
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