SHUFFLE.

...People wearing cool flash sneakers, legs stomping/zipping back and forth to the beat of the music... LOOKS SO COOL!!!!! XD

#1: Running Man


#2: T- Shuffle


#3: Spins


#4: Charleston


Thanks to Youtube, i can learn how to shuffle! :D

Howl's Moving Castle Papercraft XD

Was looking for some good Studio Ghibli songs to add onto my ipod when i accidentally stumbled onto this~!!

Wahhh..so amazing!!!!!!!! O_O

...

I've found a simplified model of the one above.

Flying Model pdf:
http://www.mediafire.com/?ciuvjmq94ky
...Might have a go at it during my spare time!

Plus check out this dude building the complicated version of HMC:

Howl's Moving Castle from Ben Millett on Vimeo.

**P.S Hans Zimmer's music rules.**

♦ Ophiuchus- The Hidden Star Sign ♦

Im born on the 13th of December. Not an avid believer in horoscope reports but I thought I was a Sagittarius all my life..... until "now".

According to the "new" star sign list, my birthday falls under the 13th Star sign - Ophiuchus (I don't know how to even pronounce it lol!)...
The serpent holder, healer, and one of the human based star signs. This is also the sign which is located between Scorpio and Sagittarius and it is said that the people that fall under Ophuichus also have the mixed traits of both Scorpio and Sagittarius.

Like a hybrid...
Cool.

The Updated Star Signs 2011

Capricorn – Jan 20 to Feb 16
Aquarius – Feb 16 to Mar 11
Pisces – Mar 11 to Apr 18
Aries – Apr 18 to May 13
Taurus – May 13 to Jun 21
Gemini – Jun 21 to Jul 20
Cancer – Jul 20 to Aug 10
Leo – Aug 10 to Sep 16
Virgo – Sep 16 to Oct 30
Libra – Oct 30 to Nov 23
Scorpius – Nov 23 to Nov 29
Ophiuchus – Nov 29 to Dec 17
Sagittarius – Dec 17 to Jan 20


Ophiuchus Personality Traits

The "Positives"

~Tend to embrace and seek to change, disliking routine and ordinary in life.
~Follow their instincts to a fault and can be impulsive.
~Are happy and humorous.
~Are honest to a fault. (BLUNT more like...==)
~Are often described as intellectual and clever.
~Think with their hearts and not their heads. (yes, ...(un)fortunately... ♥)
~Are powerfully, passionate.
~Have a great deal of creativity, imagination and curiosity. (only when i want to be..)
~Are people magnets possessing high charisma.
~Are empathic, people pleasers with a knack for persuasion.
~have a strong sense of justice. (hmph.>:O)
~Are great with language arts and the written word. (Really wanted to learn French as GE paper in ss...)
~Are passionate and adept lovers naturally.
~Are eccentric and quirky.
~Are driven to succeed.
~Dislike authority, rules, regulation and restriction of any kind. They like to live on the edge.
~Dislike irrelevant and trivial information.
~Have a high sense of pride and arrogance and dislike being treated as inferior or subordinate. (hoho)
~Enjoy being #1 and being told about it. >:D
~Tend to seek the unknown and are always seeking knowledge and wisdom.
~Tend to take the defense rather than offense.
~Are not "open books" and can be secretive. (hmmmmm)
~Don't fall well into social labels.

The "Negatives"

~Have trouble with monogamous relationships. ==
~Can be the jealous type.
~Are judgmental and critical.
~Can be restless and irresponsible.
~Procrastinate as a rule. (SO TRUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ><"")
~Have violent but short lived tempers. (-_-)
~Are sarcastic and have a dry sense of humor. (haha... :))
~Tend to only keep useful things, including friends, around. :O

(From "Ophiuchus Personality Traits: A List" by Unwirklich Vin Zant. Thanks!)

I wonder if anyone has written a horoscope for Ophiuchus yet...

Cheers,
-Me. A Former "Sag".

Blogging in Progress.................................

SORRY FOR NEGELECTING YOU, MY DEAR BLOG~~

I'VE BEEN ON A HOLIDAY-ING MOOD....


WILL BE BACK SOON AND BEGIN MY HARDCORE BLOGGING MODE (... FOR OVER 20+ BLOG ENTRIES.... MEEP.)

P.S DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH ♥

Don't Get Pig Headed, Thanks.

:p
I always like them as they were before they "changed".
~Nashi ape before contact lenses 
~And Gaga apple before that *cough* "cool" photo  
Lol. 

Their quiet logical calm behaviour caught my attention originally, and then later, them being smart, independent and having a caring personality... 
Their hobbies concerning music, film, and books are what interest me too. :) 

Anyway! Once you compliment them on their *cough* "handsome"/"cool"-ness, then guys just get pig headed/ act different (confidence is a good thing however...) 
which totally ruins my image of what I saw in them in the first place. ><

It's normal to look visually appealing... But fml, I hope they don't succumb to vanity.
(most asian guys do that often enough. ESP. korean guys ehhh. ) 

>> When it turns ugly, who would want narcissistic jerks then?


Update:
---
hmm..

i think may have misunderstood some people...

hmmmm...
---

My Secret Smiles, Highs and Minor Mind Blanks. :)

Ive been secretly smiling the whole day. :)
....Like in a 發姣 state again. ;p

=> Memories/Moments:

~ This morning: cute little papillion i saw hurrying on its short little legs, occasionally grinning up at it's owner. XDD
~ Drank a large cup of Mo-Mo-Mo-Mo MoccachinO! (probably that's why i've been on a slight sugar high)
~ Hangout with Abby.
- with the Mo-Mo-Mo-Mo MOCCACHINO little jingle (rip off from GEE by SNSD)
- retelling stories of what happened on Tues. (later)
- random lady heard me and asked what the words "skux" and "skee" meant. I remember how i first found out the meaning "skee"...omg lol! == ah nostalgia... X)
- the story of how i bumped into Nashi Ape at the AV library yesterday. Mm.
Same messy ("electrified" according to Abby) hair, black jacket, in torn(?) jeans and converse shoes.... Anyway, J.J and i were lining up behind him, when he finally turned around, i didn't look at him. Eventually, I had to look away because i had this stupid smile that had crept up onto my face.
argh.
I could almost feel the "sparks flying" between us even though my back was to him. >>> OLD FLAME SHOULD DIE.
- Still on N.A "well you know him, he's like, cryptic" < I said that, and Abby burst out laughing!
Apparantly i said it in a "fluctuated" voice... similar to how those girls (more like B****es) from Mean Girls talk. I didn't know i spoke like that!? ==" Im not like those girls at all, and i wasn't mocking anyone! ><""""""""" Abby understands that. phew! ^^"
~ Saw something cute on FB recently. I like how the lights light up his face..so that on one side it is "warm" and the other side it is " cold". There's also a little, almost secret, smile on his face, which creates an image of sadness(?) on him...(don't know why but makes me feel like hugging him..?) Then again, it might be his "stoned"-look. ==
~ At my ftvms101 tute. Im glad i have Susanne as my tutor. She knows her stuff and her blunt/funny personality is a crack up! XD
- Watched the Kuleshov effect. It's a brilliant editing technique/// and also very funny.
I.E >BLANK MAN's FACE.
Soup.
>BLANK MAN's FACE.
Pretty Lady.
>BLANK MAN's FACE.
Girl in coffin.
=========> which means "hunger", "lust" and "sadness".... HAHAAHAHHAHAHaa
("Top Secret" is a funny film that i should look out for too. + "Scott Pilgrim VS the World" I'm keen for that!)
~ Bumping into college friends (Tina!! Tanya!! and Thanh Thanh!!! Have to distance myself from T.T though...don't want to catch anything. Poor T.T im discriminating you, i can't help it. ==")
~ Taking random photos.
~ Reading Lolita.. what a perverted writer! LOL. Gave me tingles. Mmm. (bad.bad.bad. Brrr this is bad! Arghh) Got stuck into it, even though I was hungry as hell + stomach cramps and was only spose to read up to CH 3. ==""
~ Well i saw P. at the library, i wasn't sure if it was him at first..
I recognized his jeans, sneakers and his bag... but his face, i keep on forgetting..? O.O"" Anyway, i said "hi" and commented on his hair.
SO RANDOM! I was secretly smiling to myself all that time, don't know if it shows on my face though. If it didn't, yay? haha. If yes, i would've looked like a luluuuuuuu... == I suffered another mind blank too.
~ Lol at the end of english111 lecture. Like 5mins before 6pm, everyone started leaving, Brian (the lecturor) kept on talking but of course he got drowned out! Sad but hahaha! XD Also there's no more screenings (can watch at AV lib), so i can go home early now. YUSSS. (...Though i think i should stay behind and work on my "good" work ethic. haha) X)
~ Balancing an artbook on my head.. while waiting for the bus. LOL.
When the bus finally came, the twins got on while i was still out (one step away), the bus driver had to move the bus forward to the busstop position, so i hopped onto the bus while it moved. A.P who was next in line, caught up easily while J.C gave a wave to the other people still lining up. haha.

~~~ ahh... I reckon i need a moccachino everyday. ~~~

Off topic:
~ I think Nashi Ape is still watching over me (i recognized how he *cough* suddenly, had the same mutual friend as me today..) like i am still checking up on his blog.
I leave related "bits" on my lil blog on FB concerning him, just in case.

I also like the idea of secretly observing ? and ?.
It's /not/ "stalking" coz i dont feel/think it that way (It's more like I care for them, but i can't show it to them...? So I'll hide. It's not a bad thing im doing, i think...) ==
I'll be their guardian angel...
>secretly hehe! :))

(BTW i was to publish a blog entry "your guardian angel" yesterday but chose not to. AND then today, in the lib elevator going up, Abby's iTouch randomly turned on and started playing a song..
it was "Your Guardian Angel" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
It's a /SIGN/. LOL!!!!!!!!)

Raddy's Farewell Party (and A Problem).

It was nice to meet up with Raddy, Ushi, Izzy, Michelle and Richard and also Tiffany, Mindy, Joanna, and Heiman. :)

We watched Inception and then had dinner at Rockfire. (Biggest burgers i've ever seen! Ive also improved eating a burger now.. the last time I was at Rockfire, I was using my hands to eat. But now im using cutlery.. >>CUTLERY to eat a BURGER. haha XO)

This will be the last day I will see Raddy till she leaves to go to Uni in Texas, Austin. Then I dunno when she'll come and visit us again.
Maybe when she has her summer holidays?
...

The Problem.

Well... I have no idea why everytime i'm with this group of friends i have on my worst social behaviour!
Ushi and Izzy are great talkers. Yes I shouldve joined in. But they were sitting in a bunch and i really couldn't be bothered joining in.
Occassionally there would be laugher and I would sit around and have a blank smile on my face. Having no idea what they were laughing at. ==
What they were saying was funny(?), but I didnt have the energy to laugh. It's not them, it's me. They have all this /energy/... and lol I was sitting opposite to M&R (a.k.a the couple) so I was trying to look anywhere but them. It's ehhhh... embarassing? when i see them cuddling around.. <.<"
After a while, we (me and M &R ) talked and they agreed we were the quiet ones. The /normal/ ones (maybe the boring ones loll. even the tables had a line that seperated us 3 from the rest of the group! It's a SIGN. But ah hem! i wasn't the one that thought of the "sign"!! R. did!! hahaha)
He even said I should join the group and buy a T-shirt lol.

...
Some info from About.Com
Introverts
~Carol Bainbridge

INTROVERT: A person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
- An introvert is not simply a person who is shy. Being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness.
- Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
- Introverts concerned with the inner world of the mind. Enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. Avoid social situations because being around people "drains" their energy. Even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, EG a party, they need time alone to "recharge."
- When introverts want to be alone, it is not a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.
- Those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.
...
^Introvert me? I think I have that. =="

I guess Im no fun with them. Call me anti-social yea whatever.
That is only half true.
My social behaviour really depends on who im with.

> With a few friends (that are not too "energetic") I feel most comfortable with. :)
So yea, Im gonna be honest and say I dont particularly enjoy hanging out with U.S, I.H, R.K and Co. as much as with some of my other friends.
I /like/ them...but something with me just doesn't connect with them.

hmm.


Update:
- August 8th.
Raddy came over to my house. We talked for a while.
It really hit me then how sad it is that she's leaving. I asked when she'll come back.. but she didnt give me a straightup answer. We may not be best friends, but everything we did, memories, are coming back. (40hr famine collections for 4years, sleepovers, "shopping", Jingle moments, bike days, her bday parties...just Raddy behaviour!) :(
I wish i hadn't been so anti-social last night, but i think this afternoon i made it up back to her.
HUGS. :')

Friday 2: ASSignment

So...
In the FTVMS101 lecture...
there was a replay of Battle Potemkin, with the mother (who doesn't look like a /mother/) and the little boy that got trodded on...again.
..............HAHAHAHAAA.
><"
Also I texted M.T where he was sitting at.
(Why isn't he on our bus anymore? Is he avoiding us? O.O)
He replied asap. And i found out where he was sitting, and lol i also noticed P.

...
Met G.L before the screening. I was explaining I couldn't go to K.Rave because of the film screening, plus work on my arthist106 assignment- which I found out it was due next monday! Arrghhh. (Knew this morning on the bus, had a nagging feeling on the back of my mind.. something due in /4/ weeks time? T.G I brought my coursebook and checked when it was due..>>IT IS DUE in /WEEK/ 4. MONDAY. 2PM. sheba!). Also I mentioned to G that I hope to see P again, and G was like "ooooooo..Take it slow" in canton.
?!!! and I replied "okayyyyyyyy" lol!*

...
The screening: lol KING KONG!!
Love the 1933 version of K.K!! It combines all these drama/cheesy scenes which is soooooo dryyyyyyyyy- But that's alright, I like dry jokes! XD
And during the 1930s, the "jokes" probably wasn't meant to be funny at all.
(...Knowing this makes watching it MORE hilarious HAHAHAHA!)

Funny Moments:
~ Screaming Ann, and her dialogue parts LOL // her breathy voice sounds similar to Cindy (from S.Ms)?
~ K.K. the CU's of his face, the freaky eyes and that grinning gorilla mouth!
~ That random asian guy (Charlie?) on board "Everybody on deck! Everybody on deck!".
~ Ending lines: "Police Lieutenant: Well, Denham, the airplanes got him.
Carl Denham: Oh no, it wasn't the airplanes. It was //beauty// killed the beast." LOL

~>> Actually pretty much ALL of the dialogue parts were funny! ♥

...
Another meet up with P. :)
We went sculpture hunting! :D
Sculptures: I knew where the "twins" were and sorta knew where "toa pasifika" was located. But the "Maori Warrior" caught my eye first.
The Maori Warrior was down on lower queens st.
I hate walking in places in the city where im not familiar with, by myself, and esp. at night. (I can't say im bad at directions coz I can probably retrace my steps and wont get lost.) Anyway, t.g P agreed to come along. phew! haha

Moments/notes:
~ Saying my chinese name. brrrrr there was a serious accent problem there. But it sounds so cute when people that don't speak canton attempt to say my name! XD
~ Counting ZUMBA MALE dancers lolllllll (Briefly counted 4.)
~ I think I told him "Do you want to go toilet?" I should have said "Do you need to go toilet?" and should've explained that we might be out later than i expect. Like in case, coz I usually say that to friends.
um actually... I dont think I'll ever say that again!! Not to guys anyway/ What a weird thing to say! =="
~ At one point, when we both noticed the Queens St. sign, I nearly went left, but the right way was RIGHT (according to P and he was right).
If i was by myself i WOULD HAVE gone left! (higher n0. means lower end. vice versa. NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND... idiot.). gamble gamble. Take a risk. Take a risk.
~ HULU Cat.. I want to try it sometime! And Mrs Higgins, buy one get one free cookie at 9pm sounds nice. O yea i found out P drinks..?? <.< yay?!! <.<
As we were walking (more like fast walking), it got hot. I noticed his sleeves were up.. and then I remembered this quote "Take my strong hand."
I think that's from Scary Movie 2? I dunno why it came up in my mind LOL.
~ Sometime at the last sculpture, I was busy taking photos. After I finished and written down some notes.. I turned around and he. was. gone.
WTF.
I looked around, it was dark, except for a few lamp lights there. I didn't want to walk away in case he came back. So...just me, and this big bright orange tiki face next to me.
hm/ Meep.
I was just about to text him when a couple of seconds later, he reappeared again!
>>> W.T.F!! O.O
(thinking about it now, I'll probably be able to write a lot more for the tiki face sculpture than the maori warrior one! And after all that searching ==" oh well. good exercise! Taking an alternate route back to campus was fun too.)


I felt bad in asking him to join me (he had an assignment to do too.. OGG closes at 8pm?), but at the same time I'm really glad for his company. :)
I only see him once a week, but i'll treasure the times we'll have.
It might be our last semester together.


Extra:
* Cmon we're not dating! Well unless you count the Fridays we spend together.. around city.. Like tonight? Does eating subway together count? Lol//
It was uni work related. ==
~ Insecurities bah. Get my priorities sorted out first! >:(

The Second Irony

SHiT.

Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit...

The other day, I was mentioning to Abby how funny it was that Nashi Ape was sitting in front of me and P was behind me...and that they dont know each other.


WELL ScReW that!

Just glad they dont know the connection they have with each other
...involving nashi pear.


Update:
-Love 三角形...?
> NEVER!!!!!!
-I will never be 花 心. Cant say the same for P and some of my other friends though. *cough cough A.M cough!*

~~~
"No feelings will come across others until you put them through words."
~From CardCaptor Sakura (Jap translation)
.................................................or actions. O.O??
~~~
"This is my 3rd time testing on you
I’ve promised myself
This will be the last
If… he still doesn’t understand me
I’ll leave quietly."
~ From TANK 專屬天使 mv. (Chinese translation~ Ella)

Kindred Spirits

>>You know you've found a kindred spirit when you can talk to someone about absolutely anything (the connection /and/ trust) and that you wont feel embarassed/silly at all?

Well Ive found my lastest kindred spirit..
and that's Abby!
I'm glad I took the courage to introduce myself and got to know her in that FTVMS opening day.
We're studying different pathways... me: Arts, Abby: Commerce/Arts, and we were spose to be united in film studies/FTVMS! But sadly it didnt work out. :(

The good side is that we're still able to hang out regularly!
I actually like hanging out with her, Ying and Marina... maybe even more than my college friends... haha. (I've also given a group name for us: "Alcohol Buddies!" LOL cause we're not like that at all... or how about Asian Alcoholics? >;) )

...
Question:
Imagine not making any friends at all in your classes/lectures during the first sem of uni?
Loneliness AND being a noob is a horrible feeling.
...

So Abby if you're reading this...
I LOVE YOU!!!
(/not/ lesbian love but kindred spirit/friend love.)

:D


Quote:
"Kindred spirits are not so scarce as I used to think. It's splendid to find out there are so many of them in the world."
— L.M. Montgomery (from Anne of Green Gables)
♥

August 01 2010

>>> Well this day has marked a whole month of blogging.

~Firstly, want to thankyou Abby for getting me thinking about blogging!
I really really REALLY like my blog. Even more so than going on FB! :)
Visually it's pleasing to the eye- the shades of pink are so nice and warm to look at, imagine as if I'm sitting in a cosy little room (with baby pink wallpaper.. no pink is NOT my fav colour!!) with a pen in my hand (black ink), a brown leather notebook lying open, sipping coffee (Moca. hehe recent habit.)...and lying back in a large armchair (shaped like a giant egg? or those comfy, soft old-fashioned ones). Preferably raining outside...Ahh.
...Instead of sitting in front of the computer in a cold corner of the house, with family friends playing mahjong next door! haha~ X)

~Some of the blog entries I've wrote are really random, some are more personal and come from my heart, while some are just plain LOL when I read them back! XD
I thought I would only write a couple of entries a month but i've suprised myself.
(25 in a month..)
Some events are too "good" to be left out and have to be written down!! I've tried to be as creative as possible...cause I plan to read "Me. Myself. and I" in the future and reminisce~~ I.e "hey! Good times!" XD
(Sometimes I really do have a bad memory. I dont want to forget those memories... even if they were once bad memories. hm. I'll learn from them..) :o

~ hm.. I've also used alot of codewords in my blog/mini blog on FB... that's really annoying. =="
I "sense" sometimes people are reading this..? Or maybe it's a coincidence?
If I was an outsider looking in... I'll be thinking "huh silly girl musings/ writing". =..= I might publish who "they" are one day... when I get over this BS. It might even be better if they didnt know who they are/who im talking about. Lol, it'll be my "dirty little secret"... >:)

...
Off Topic:

~This is also the day of S.S's 19th bday.
I remember what he wrote on the day (...night) of my 18th bday on FB last year.
haha a happy bday msg at 12am.. So sweet! :)
He has "deactivated" his FB account now. (or maybe even deleted it! x.x) So I couldnt do the same on his wall. But i always promised myself I would do the same and I've kept that promise. Except now the msg is my FB status lol. XD

~ ♥ LOVE WITHOUT TALKING ♥
This is a title of a 12:12min vid clip i noticed on FB...
The title got me interested (T.G), cause when I started the first 3mins I was looking at the guy and thinking..wow he looks so "無聊". So shy and looking away from girls. I was tempted to stop watching.. but then there was this scene where he was in the kitchen preparing a meal as dinner, a missed out call/msg was being played in the background- From his parents saying cheerfully "///We are out /blah blah laugh blah//Oh you must be hanging out with your girlfriends now~~ ahahaha!"
>> There was no GF. He was all alone in the empty apartment. As the msg played, I saw his face, I could tell his face "fell" and his whole posture slumped.. very depressing. :(
So I kept watching to see what would happen to him.. I'm glad I did!

I wont say anymore. All 12:12mins of the vid, I find so sweeeeeet~~ :D
Lol it gives "single" people hope! XD

Awkward Moment. Passed.

I thought I would let it pass, no.
Wait.
...I thought I /had/ let it pass,
but nooooo..~
I guess I was clinging it onto the back of my mind all this time. hha =.="

Anyway.
I said it.

I dont know what came over me but I've said it!

And you know what?

It's a great feeling...

:)


P.S Silly over-reactions lol.. ><"
hehe.

How could you? : / Part 2.

It's been a couple of hours.. i'm calmer, but i feel emotionally worse.
I'm the type to replay things in my mind over and over again, see?
especially things i find that could somehow influence my life, then i tend to OVER- analyse the situation.
I can't stop thinking about certain things, whether they were bad, happy or funny. (LOL at replaying funny moments coz I end up having a stupid grin on my face, maybe even give a small laugh out loud.. and then people around me would be looking at me as if i'm a crazy person...>>>hahahaha!! i.e. on the bus ;p)

>>Seriously, it's a bad habit.<<

Well earlier today I couldn't help replaying what my friend said.
Here's what I remember anyway:

G: "At the conference, you know ?, i've got something to tell you about him." *mysterious smirk* "It's bad"
Me: "how bad?"
G: "It's bad. but not that bad! You have to know."
Me: "If it's bad i'd rather not know....I dont want to know." *blocks ears*
G: "No you have to know!" *evil smirk*
Me: "blah blah blah can't hear you!!"
- G pulls hands away frm my ears-
Me:///guesses/ " so...he has a **********?"
G: "no"
Me: "he's a **********?"
G: "no"
Me: "HE's GAYYY?!!!!!" (i swear when i said this i was joking and i LOL'd lol!)
G: "No la. i'll tell you..../////
I had a talk with ? and i was asking if he knew of an ec mail that you sent him-"
Me: "-I didnt send him an ec mail G."
G: "oh anyway i was just saying if he knew what you think of him.." blah blah
Me: "Omg you weirdo!! why did you do that?! Arghh what did he say?"
G:"//// he said ' no la. we're just friends' and something like that.."
Me:"oh"..... "i'm embarassed now"


*From my memory*


The End.


I should have never went with G. to that Eazy... whatever that pearl milk tea drinking place was!
I dont want to think anymore.
I'm glad I have this blog, it feels so much better letting it out here. No contact with anyone, just me and the computer.

It's 9:17pm Thursday night.
Now i'm going to play Bejewelled Blitz and forget about G and ? and whoever else i've been pissed off at recently.
:P